l@ b@(S)

leng la ba(beautiful trumpet)

wahahaha...im back at last...my mood has recovered..after i find my dear...i realize..maybe there is something i can sacrifice...i sacrificed my qualification...1st and 2nd placing of the snooker competition just to listen to some1 crap with me...(am i idiot??)alamak...nvm lar..past already...this post..i will put more picture in it...most of the people wonders..why do i like to say SIU LA BA(small trumpet)..well..thats a phrase that i get from a STEPHEN CHOW de movie...kinda interesting..when i was idling..i search the net..for some LA BA(s)

let us see....different types on trumpets

small trumpets...



mini size trumpet?

but these are ones that i wanna highlight in my post...SUPER EXPENSIVE TRUMPETS
ta...da....

flugel

cornet zeus

vulcanvulcan

vulcan sgtpepper

starshipblack and green

pheonix

$iU l@ b@

haaaaizzzzzz..........there is some bad news and also good news for me....wanna know? check this out...

i will start out with the good news...after practicing snooker for continuous several hours..i regained back my confidence...later on..i noticed that my weight had increased...52kg...haiz..damn it...means i just need to diet ler...so that i can enter the bantam category in the taekwondo mssd...in addition..i noticed that tml elvin gonna drive his MERCEDEZ to apiit wor...he got back his car...and he will train taekwondo with us...wahhahaa...at last..i will have another partner...me..krane..elvin..n christ...

the bad news...alot ler wei...haiz....too long to explain ler...firstly...i gonna spend more 2 years with i*anian guy..he is taking business too...omg....how to face him ler...i cant even stand if i need to sit with him for 2 hours..please dont torture me...dont...


~~~EMO~~~~


here is the important part...really...i believed that some of you guys really encountered this before....in this case...it might be quite blur..but...try to understand it...
a person u trust a lot...sometimes she/he may tell u the different story...then another person tells u another story??which one will you all listen to?what shall you react??in this case...is not something dat is cincai...it is something that is very important to you....

by the way..i really need to clear up my mind...a lot of things are going around and around my mind...damn....haiz....

nitez...~emo~

~ck~

mOoDy....

for those who saw me in the morning at the atrium...i didnt even speak a word..dat time..i saw eve..elvin..farm..n sotong..haiz..dont really felt like talking...i myself also not quite sure why am i behaving like this...until entered the class..i still damn COLD..(maybe i look a little scary)its not morning blues...just that i am still thinking..thinking and thinking again...are the things i planned is right??i need to be very precise..so that i wont regret...i wouldnt want to regret....

secondly...so someone that i care the most...DEAR....i admit..i kinda moody this few days...really moody..and i also admit that i wasnt committed myself 110% to the relationship...maybe there is still something that i cant put down in my heart...but for this moment n for future...i can be 10000% sure that there is no such blockage anymore that will prohibits me from committing all of myself to the relationship..maybe sometimes i was thinking too much..maybe...but i will get jealous easily..who doesnt? who will be happy if his gf buys or cares for other guy...although i know that there is nothing between both of you..i still will get jealous...most probably i was too selfish..guys..if i was...WRITE THAT IN THE CBOX...

today while i was driving..i played a lot..wahahaha...keep on humping the brakes...that really makes gan joshua and also elvin annoyed a lot...they keep on ZHA(grab)my breast...wah lao...now got the 3 fingers scratch on my right chest...SIU LA BA....i will pay my revenge....

thats all for tonite...adios...
cheers...
~ck~

LEAVE ME A COMMENT....IN THE CBOX..
AM I TOO SELFISH??

bL@ bL@ bL@!!

really got nothing much to say...but i still wanna post....today...i didn't comb my hair when i went to college...purposely...i had decided not to comb my hair ady...sien lar....then today when started class..i was damn tired..why? i didn't sleep for the whole night yesterday...too much things to think about already...

well...the class started with maths...need to recall back all my maths and add maths knowledge...(hope so)haiz..today..all the class was freaking boring...damn boring..i kinda emo today..i also don't know why....its like a part of my life already...today...i also quite pissed off with the english class...the lecturer was kinda not in the mood...she simply SHOOT people in the class...WTH....haiz....

few minutes ago..i already discussed with both my dad n my sis on the organizational policies...hoping by this friday i can finish it...pass it up on next week...that all lar...

cheer...
eMo ~ck~

tHinKinG....

hmm...pressured my mind n all of my brain cells to think what to write in my english essay...haiz...its quite hard u see...the title or the piece of essay u write...must based on some reference and we cannot plagiarize...well well well..today...we had a very very very sien day in the college...haiz...english...is getting much boring now...this post will be more on pictures..pay attention..waahahaha...

my current expression...sienz ar...too sien ady....took pic with classmates...(azizah)

if still continue with the lesson..every1 will be like dat..
(half dead)

we escaped from english class...go to rooftop...

the nerds...of G2

my friends honda civic....WTF if continue with all the boring lesson..i also will be like

dat lar...

wAnNa LoSe wEiGht...

email me or leave me a comment...if wanna lose weight....
http://www.iloseweight.googlepages.com/ck

cONfUseD..

hmm..juz finish submitting the form for public university..i think those students who was in form 5 last year must have heard of this form...it is actually a form for form 5 students to straight go to public university...without entering form 6 but WITH CONDITION..still quite confused ler now....i am now studying at apiit...i already attached myself to the surrounding..to all my friends there...gan..elvin..evelyn..joshua..farm...AZIZAH..ALIREZA...krane....i love u guys.kinda make me to feel back the life in the secondary school ler...although we just know each other for a quite short period....but i really enjoy the time with all of you guys...

by the way..yesterday..when i was going for my taekwondo training...i saw pn.Puva...she informed me that the SPM result will be released on 29/2/2008 wor...i was so stunned that...physically n mentally i wasn't prepared to take the result yet...but sooner or later...i gonna face it...i will get mixed reactions for the results lor...n i wasn't very sure..what result i will receive...haiz...i promised my friend...if i pass all my subjects..the first person i gonna thank is PN SIM....haha..i must thank her a lot...her words does really encourage me a lot...really...

by the way...when i was online just now...i received a message from my friend...from singapore..he asked me to join his team..to work from home..those who is interested....message me...here is the link to it...i will leave the link in my chat box...

well..today i going to reveal out my long term plan...many people does not know about it...so please don't laugh..n i will skip the boring part...

• degree in marketing management(apiit)
• 2 year+ experience in marketing field
• 3 years+ experience in banking management...(specialize on market analysis and finance)
• become the youngest entrepreneur in malaysia...RICHEST
• get involve in more market analysis...
• get promoted to become market analyzer..(wahahaha)

that's all for it ler..anyway..hope all of u guys can take care well of yourself...
college mates...assignment is getting piled up...take care of you health all...
ex-jb school mates....take care as well..looking forward to c u guys at apiit...
current jb juniors....all the best for all your test...and your life...

cheers...
~ck~

sHa l@ l@ l@ l@....

wonderful day with wonderful mood...today i woke up quite early ler....this is mainly because yesterday i slept at 9.30(sorry elvin and all those people who left me a msg on the msn...i juz saw it this morning..sorry)then later...i go to college...kinda late ler...mr warren even started his lessons already...today..i even sat closer to the leng lui lor...haha..lucky....wat a day...today in class..we discussed about HOMOSEXUALITY..well..for me...it is nothing..i do accept if i got any gay or lesbian frenz...i dont mind at all...

in this post...i SINCERELY wanna apologize to KRANE...well..it seems that our joke might gone too far gua....sorry krane...we did not meant it...we are just joking..hope you forget it...n forgive me...hehehe....

by today too..i realize that my pool n snooker skills sucks ady lor...after i beaten dat MALAY a*s...i has no more target ady...maybe i should polish back my snooker skills so that i wont be bullied by GAN..ELVIN..AND ANDI "LAU"

honestly...i wanted to join the snooker tournament held by SNUKER 89 sdn..but i cant lor...too buzy with hectic college schedule...aiyoyo...to pack ady...how to go for snooker?even breath also no time ler...but believe me...i will regain back the era of my cue....COMING SOON

during i writting this post..i really wanted to eat something..my stomach is growling...hungry ler...i wish that i can cook lor..but i cant...hopeless...haiz...by the way..i also gonna keep fit...wanna drop my weight till below 52 OR i must eat until my weight reaches 56 kg...haiz...both ways i also die ler...haha...gonna rest well so that i can perform my best in the mssd....

thats all folks....
sha la la la la...sha la la with ck's blog...
oh oh oh sha la la la la...
i am happy that you all view it....

cheers...
~ck~

kAi bU LiAo koU

i was scotching in my play list..when suddenly...i saw the name of the song that i love the most...i had been awhile that i heard it before...seriously..too busy with college life...kai bu liao kou by JAY CHOU...the only comment that i can leave for the song...fantastic...i love the song very much..brings a lot of meanings...really...

well..if you all noticed..i had already placed NUFFNANG advertisement boards in my blog...so guys...visit me more...i will try my best to blog more often...

back to the story...continuing from yesterday's topic...i had already figured out something...i noticed that i sometimes really dont have the guts to tell out something from my heart...WHY??i also dont understand..i think everyone is also having the same problem..there is always something in the heart that sometimes we does not want to share it with others..ahem..(those who are in this case...u all noe urself lar....i wont mention it out)

well..back to the headlines...what will you all do if the one you care or love does not share all her problems or fan lou with you? honestly, i had encountered such cases many times in my life..(too many ex-gf ady)well..it really feels bad when u cant help the other half of you..am i right?but what can we do so that he or she will open it up n share it with us? till today...i still can figure it out...

well...kai bu liao kou..means that something that cant be delivered verbally...there is many things that cant be delivered verbally..those who know me..or close to me...PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!!there is sometimes i did not speak to you..does not show that much of care towards you..but..deeply in my heart...i really does care about you..when you are down..you are not happy..it will also brings my mood down...i really wanted to lend a caring shoulder for you..so that u can lay and hang on and shed your tears..i really wanted to lend my pairs of ears to listen all your problems...i also wanted to show you my heart..how much does I care about you...but..there is always something that will block or prohibits me from doing this..this is not an EXCUSE nor REASON that i does not spend longer time with you.. i really wanted to spare the most of my time with you..but...u all need to understand my stand..my condition...just be a little bit considerate..it will helps me a lot...i does not pin point to anyone..i did not pin point to anyone that i know..i said this is mainly because i need to breath...i got a lot of things to think already...i need someone to help me...reduce my burden please...

well...for someone who is specific...k** m**..i still very miss you..serious...i miss you like how much you miss me...till that day u msg me..only i realized i make a very silly mistake...but is too late to regret...everything i did...has a reason behind it...trust me....

thats all..kinda emo now....
cheers...
~ck~

hMm..tHiNk tHis!!

well...there is something i just wanna share with u guys...firstly...i would like to say sorry to GAN..ELVIN..KRANE because i went off went i was chatting just now...i went out to my friends house...then we gamble...drink..n do lots of stuff...then later i headed home around 1 when some 1 called me up...

it actually fires me up when i received the call...well here is the question...

WHEN SOMEONE THAT YOU CARE A LOT..DOES NOT REACT TO YOU WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT THEM...WHAT WOULD YOU ALL FEEL?????

well guys...i will let you guys to answer it...post me comments...i had already experienced it my own self...and i really don't like the feelings...drop me comments..by tomorrow..i will post more about it...there is another question...

WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU BF/GF WENT OUT WITH HIS/HER EX??WHEN HIS/HER EX IS STILL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM?????

that's all for this post..leave me a comment fast...
cheers..
~ck~

lAsT dAy oF hOLidAy...

tired ar....i also dun know why so tired...been driving the whole day also...for 2 days...my sleeping time does not exceed 2 hours...SIU LA BA....make me so tired..i also dont know how to go to college tomorrow...so tired...injured my knee again...blue black....now it become worst liao ler......

by the way...today i released myself from a very very very MA FAN de people around 330pm..imagine it...i was stuck to her from 8 till 330..omg...goin to get crazy lor..n i would not even wan to recall back the memories about the time spent there..nightmare for my entire life...

but things changes after 330...i can see clear sky...bright sun...a better me..i go home bath..then straight go BAI NIAN...i went to a few houses lar...ka fu house..then go to camilla house..then su koon house..then go to sin yen house then at last went to ah wai house..now i just reach home..taken my bath n after i finish update this blog...i gonna go out again...hope i will reach home early..pray for me guys...

this is the first time i gonna upload picture in my blog..this gal..(sin yen)..has gathered so many medals that makes me wanted to take picture of all the medals n award...it is even more than those who enter olahraga n who went running around the field for hours de S*H*I..

awards...

again more awards...

more n more awards...

sei lor...so many ler...

this 1 special 1..all champion de..

too many lar...

the tallest award...3 to 4 feet ler...

the gal who own all the award

mou ngan tai ar...

my fren in ns....miss him ar...

cutest penguin ever...

even though i was damn tired...after saw harry...
HAPPY

and last....

the centre of all attractions.....

thats all folks....
chaoz...
cheers...
~ck~

DuLaN...

damn dulan ar now...haiz....i also dunnoe why...i damn fiery ler now...mainly it is because i lack of sleep...then cant concentrate to a lot of things summor....shit....yday...i slept at 10 then wake up at 1030..omg....my eyes also cant stand ler...i spend my day today rambling around...then i went out with my frens around 8 sumting lor....

we went to cheras selatan to watch kung fu dunk...the movie ok ok lar...not bad lar...still can watch lar...but it is quite exaggerated ady lor....the fella can fly damn high ler...haha..this year olympic...china sure get number 1 ady 1 lar...

by tml..i gonna visit my frens hse lor....ex-classmates..close frens..frens ex gf..my ex gf...many lar...will be a quite bz day for tml...then on monday...start college ady lor..sorry kah mun...cant invite u to my house...i start college on monday ady lor...looking forward for it...there is something i gonna tell all the people after the first week of the holiday...wait lar k.....u all sure wan to noe 1 ler....

cheers....
~ck~

1sT d@y oF cNy...

wow...the celebration in kajang was fantastic...in the middle of the nite...u can hear the noise of the bursting of crackers all over the place...later on...u can see all the aunties n uncles gonna pray at their house to welcome the cai shen...haha...it is a traditional ceremony that we must do every year...so that we can FATT TAI CHOI...

well..today i spent my morning...waking up at 745 at my sis house and go to the TIAN HOU KONG temple...there is alot of people there...we pray then we continue our journey home..as soon as i reach home...i quickly went inside my bedroom n...SLEEP...so tired...then i woke up around 1030 juz to eat some vegetarian food..u all noe lar..the 1st day of cny muz eat zai choi for at least half a day de lar...after i ate...i went back to sleep again...

around 12...i was waken up by my dad...my aunty ask us to go to IOI MARRIOT HOTEL to eat our lunch...the food there ok-ok lar....but i love the surroundings..so peaceful...straight after that...we went to JINJANG..to visit my eldest aunty...about 70% of all my cousins n my relatives are there....it has been years since i last saw them...and i got freak out coz of something...
i saw my cousins daughter...she was very pretty...and she was same age with me summor...then suddenly...my cousin tell me...that the girl..need to call me...PIEW SUK...omg...i was stunned..stunned..stunned...i was just like goin to take her number..then she need to greet me UNCLE....alamak....i head n heart flew n sing like juz after sitting the roller coaster...after that...we too went to oth places such as KEPONG to visit my other relatives...i had been driving the whole day...haiz..tired ar...

when i reach home...i went to sleep again..u all noe lar...driving needs alot of concentration de lor...so i need to sleep more...:)
at nite...all my dad's friends came over..and also my uncles...they keep on chat n drag me together with them...i need to drink beer in order to follow their order..u all noe lar..entertain guests lor..sorry dear..i forced to do so... 1 or 2 cans of guiness stout doesnt have any effects on me 1...i even have my personal record on beer drinking....leave me a comment if u all wanna noe...

i think dats all for today...chaoz...
cheers...
~ck~

1 d@y tO gO...

haha...1 more days to go for the big day..CHINESE NEW YEAR...so happy....very very happy..
as a pure chinese people...there is a few thing u must do or have during chinese new year...if not... it means that u haven't really enjoy the celebration..

• red colour.(all the things must be red...means prosperous...even my puppy the ribbon also red colour)
• ang pow...(the most precious thing in the new year...gonna get more $$$)
• kam = mandarin oranges
• crackers...
• new clothes..new trousers...everything also new lar....
• go to temple....(pray for a better year..XD)
• gamble...haha....
• beer??? maybe lor...
• lou sang
• and the most important thing....GONG XI FATT CHOI...
• chinese new year songs...(choi san dou..choi san dou...hou zhao fai liong bou)
  

happy chinese new year...leave some ang pow for me ooh...
haha
cheers...
~ck~

U r tHe 1...tHe oNli 1....

heard a song entitled if you are not the one by daniel beddingfield?well, this song really reflects my feelings now...this is a very romantic and meaningful song that i heard since i was in form 1...i had been listening for 6 years..but..honestly..i cant find the 1 who is really the 1 for me...i admit...i had been in relationship for many times..all my friends know that...but when i decided to end a relationship...i got my own reasons de...this is because i dont want to drag it much longer...since i also dont have the love feelings on you ady..its totally unfair for u...i know i'm wrong...sorry...

well...im sick for few days ady..when started holiday then i started to sick...a very bad beginning of the new year...haiz...i haven even bought my chinese new year shirt..reasons..i was too busy with college life...so pack...most probably i will go to buy it tomolo..hopefully....sadly..i need to release 1 of the thing i wan the most...the PADINI coat...it cost freaking RM299..but its ok...my sis promised me that she will buy it for me when she get married end of this year...

actually..i realli admire my sis n her bf...they had been couple for 9 years...(including this year)i still remember the day that she received flowers from him..and asking my sis to be her gf...wow...i was also glad that my sis found a very good bf...very understanding...

change back to myself...i realli had a bad history on love...couple-ing....haiz...i also dun even remembered how many times i had been attached in a relationship...in the beginning of the relationship...i was very serious on it..but later on..things changes..but..i promised many people...i will change..i will not be the playboy anymore...i WILL NOT!!!

actually...many things changes me..my surrounding..friends..family...n the changes me the most is a blogger...the things that she wrote in the blog really hit my heart...n i begin to realize..it is time for a change..well..its hard to change at first...but after several trials...i was successful...thanks to my own determination..n i wanted to thanks 1 people...my dear....u make me change my own perspective on love...serious...

holiday has already started..so whats you all guys planning? ask me to join too...i am available...there is some bad news and good news...the good news...chinese new year is coming...this year i will hunt for ang pau badly..i going to visit the houses of all the people that i know..hahaha..the bad news..i going to start my college on the 11th of feb..haiz..then i heard that there will be PDSM ASSIGNMENT for us...haiz...shit!!~..~wat to do...

well...i kinda miss all my college mates...all my ex-school mates...but i miss the most is my dear...i really enjoy the time to be with u together...really de...i enjoy every single moment when there is juz me n u together...we see stars n moon together...beautiful night..

there will be a 1 week plus holiday for my taekwondo training..my muscles started to cramp n it kinda sore till now...even my legs does not have any problem...i was still sick...i was still coughing...n the my nose is damn red when i was writing this blog...dear..sorry...i trasmitted the virus to u...sorry....

anyway..to all my frens who got read my blog...why dont we make a date or appointment so that we all can meet u..i realli miss u guys n gals...n i realli wanna c wat the things that u all had been doing...

i think thats all for this entry...i will update my blog as soon as possible...mostly before this wednesday nite..i think i gotta grab a cup of warm tea n sleep...im suffering...

ps: hear the song...IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE by DANIEL BEDDINGFIELD..nice song...
if u all think its not a nice song...u all can complain to me..hehehe..i very open 1...anyway...recommend me some nice songs...i wanna treat my ears....

cheers...
~ck~

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to my dear....

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

hOliDay...XD

well well well...today i started my holiday for chinese new year ady...this is because today is the federal teritory day n we get 1 day extra holiday...well...actually...i din plan for any activities during this holiday...mayb i gonna rest more...so tired of college life..so packed with the timetable...

another thing is...my knee is swollen again..so obvious until u can see rainbows on my knee..haiz...i can hardly bend down...this is mainly because i injured my knee 2 weeks ago during training...hope it will recover as soon as possible lar...

by the way...yday during the 5 hours break...we went to midvalley..it has been a long time since i last went into a ktm or a lrt...i hate those time when all the people packed together n squeezed up in the ktm....hmmm...when we reached midvalley..it was a huge relieve of me that the terrible time has over...

another thing is...during the ose class...i was so shocked when eve suddenly cried...all the people are looking and all are conmpletely speechless ler...girls...can become so emo even when they heard a simple song...i wonder y am i so cold blooded.....

today im goin to times square to celebrate krane's birthday....later nite...im goin to celebrate ah wai's birthday..i hope that i can come back earlier...tomolo i still have my tkd class on....

dats all for this post...
cheers...
~ck~