China made Products ain't incompatible

well...being stuck with my Part-time life currently...having to work after college is very very tiring...standing and looking....wishing every second and minute pass by faster..so that the day can end faster and looking forward for a better tomorrow..

being a newbie in working environment enable me to learn plenty of things that wasn't taught to me before...being a newbie means that you need to work harder so that you can cope up with the performance of all the other staff...you would not want to be looked down by ur superior or your colleagues...

something that really pissed me off is the perception of the customer...why must everyone be so biased about the products that are made from China? China is just another gigantic manufacturing country in the world..one of the most recognized production and supplier....

every customer or people wants things that benefit themselves....the main criteria...
1. extra GOOD quality
2. extra GOOD design
3. extra GOOD material
4. extremely CHEAP PRICE!!!!

how can you all demand for all the good qualities and design when ur budget is way below the market price? every product or things that people wants must be the cheapest of all but must contain the best material and design....HELLO......do you think the good good material and design very low price de meh??

everyone thinks that CHINA made product ain't good..everyone thinks that after i purchase the product then it will broke after a few days or weeks...it can't last long....everyone thinks that if he/she purchases a CHINA made product will be looked down by their friends...

nowadays....70% of the products found in the market are made in CHINA...not to be bias...i agree SOME of the CHINA made product are not good...but it is just a small portion from the gigantic volume of product produced by them...

purchasing a CHINA made product is better than u buy a LV bag in PETALING STREET lar....if all of you thinks that CHINA product really that sucks...then why you all so damn impressed with the summer OLYMPIC games...it is MADE IN CHINA TOO!!!

think before you all made the statement...CHINA products doesnt means low quality...low standard...it is just the manpower there are cheap and that makes the product is much cheaper in the market...

TRUST?

wat is love without trust..
mayb the relationship in the past..
we do not have any trust in each other..
we did not have the confidence feeling...
we scared to lose each other..
but..
we still love and care each other...

now..
i am struggling..
to gain back trust from the one i love...
she lost trust on me..
i know..
its hard to ask her to trust me again..
believing me of not hurting her anymore..
and gv her more and more happiness...

but...
i am working hard now..
i dare to swear..
it shows how sincere am i...
how much u weight in my heart..
coz i realli need you...

announcement!!

currently...
i am working in mid valley now...
due to this..
i cant realli find time to realli show my emoness...
maybe its time to let go my region of emo kingdom...
someone will replace my place..the emo king..
but...
no one will replace ck chan that you all know..
cheer up...

i swear...
i will do watever i said in my pledge..
i will not break it..
or..
the god will punish me with the worst consequences

secret

what i can do now??
sitting down...reflecting on what happen..
yes..
i have my best buddy in college..
some of you might not know who he is..
but..
he is the one that truly really understand me...
he know what am i undergoing..
most of my stuff...
i tell him...

there is many things i cant leak it out..
i cant tell out...
even her did not know about it..
i would rather she did not know it...
she do not have to bear the responsibility to care and know about me anymore..
me might face each other in college..
causes many unwanted things to happen..
but..
it will be off soon..
it will...
just..
he will know it all...

a PLEDGE

sincerely and honestly...
this is the only pledge and swear in my life...
it will not be any of these anymore...or again..

me...chan chee keong...
will not get involve in any relationship in a certain period of time..
I WILL NOT!!!

why??a msg that creates a huge misunderstand between me and the person that i love the most..
i do not expect such thing happened...
i do not want such thing to happen...

i just wan to be back with her..
bearing the pain without her was too much for me..

call me silly...
call me stupid...
i know..
this might not get her back to me...
maybe most of you are thinking i was begging for sympathy...
begging for mercy..and then she sure will come back to me..
for this period of time..
i will isolate myself...
i will not entertain any msgs or even calls from anyone...
there is a stage for the limitation...

i wish i could turn the time back around..
i wish i can be back with her..
but..even how..
i hope the best for her...
if she thinks that the one now with her is the best solution for her...
go for it...
i wont stop you..
juz to let you know..
i am always right beside u...
a caring soul...
a peaceful spirit...

the pledge will be activated now...
2.15am 20th september 2008

it has been 5 days...
5 days full of pain..

a step before 3rd sem...

images and scenes of the stress of everyone was having during the second semester flashed in my mind. i wonder..will it repeat again in this semester? i wonder...how long i can be with this current gang of classmates.


all this while, we shared laughter and cries together..cursing all the due dates of the assignment..cursing on how bad the other SPECIAL classmate was...gossiping...and the true fun was....looking at everyone..nervous...on the day we take our final exam on the second semester.


bonds are tighter now...and each one of us have our own vision and mission in our mind..our own TACTICAL objective to achieve our STRATEGIC objective...concerning all the INTERNAL and EXTERNAL environment that will affect our study ORGANISATION.


minds are full with FINANCIAL MATHS and INDEX..where even during DOTA or SKYPE...all people are afraid of the subject..which causes the main fear point to our class...say it in another way...our class was not really good in this subject...


for 7 weeks...PARLIAMENT and JAPANESE OCCUPATION juggle around...and we do not really care about the contents and the module...UNTIL the day before we need to sit for the exam...honestly...the lecturer was way too generous in giving us marks for our assignments...upon 10..some group can gain 9.9....he is way too generous...why? he wants all of us to pass the module...according to the rules...if we fail one of the LAN subject..we fail for all the other subjects in that particular semester....


the first day in our semester...we were taunted by a DR....her way of speaking sounded as we are so rebellious like the students she had before...WE learned a lot of things from her...DO NOT JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR LOOK...she look too young to be a doctor...she tried her best not to make the class boring...with a lot of in class activities...VERBAL and NON-VERBAL communication...her good will and determination developed us from a presentation noobie..to a well-prepared presenter...we can present to big crowds or company...no doubt....


lastly....=IF(****,"**","**")...remember this...we nearly screwed up or ITA assignment...due to extremely intelligent software development from microsoft..till today..i can be sure..not many from my class know the main point of having and access...HELP IS VERY HELPFUL...i doubt the statement..teaching on just how much she is paid off...all she knew was to discuss other stuff in the class...on how fun was going to zoo with her family....


all this brings ups and downs in our class...from DEVIL MAY CRY 4...to the marketing strategy...CINCAI...INSIDEOUT...WOMEN SHAPED FRAGNANCE..TOOTHPASTE...and a SUBMARINE...with brilliant and creative idea...we blew the lecturer off...well beyond her expectation.....

taken minutes before QM test..

hoping and praying...all the best for the 3rd semester...just having a class of 3 days in a week...ranging from 8.30 till latest on 3.10..its good to relax..after 2 hectic semester

cheers all...
~ck~

2004

The year was 2004, when a person in my family that was extremely close to me has to leave us. Her time has come. Reaching the age of 88, she seems to be one of the strongest will power senior citizens that can be seen in my residential area. All the neighbors are delighted with her presence. For your information, the one I am talking about is my grandmother.
Since I was a child, my relationship with her was extremely good. During my childhood, I was always left in the house with my grandma. She is the one who take care of me, care me and understand me the most. I had been pampered and given things that I want and I never been punished for the things I did wrong.
Things happened unexpectedly. On one unfortunate day, my grandma fell in front of the bathroom. To worsen the case, my grandma was diagnosed to have a minor stroke on her left side of the body. Procedures and documents are arranged so that my grandma was admitted to a government hospital. We have the choice to send her to a private hospital but after thousands of discussion, my grandma was admitted to the hospital where my cousin was working in. With him observing my grandma, all my aunty and uncle seem more relieved.
Chinese believed that when an elderly fell down, it was an early symptom for that person. It means that the time for the person has come. After an x-ray examination, the doctor told us the news that none of us expected and none of us wanted to hear the news. My grandma was diagnosed with stomach cancer *to be soft, it is also called as stomach ulcer*. Stomach cancer is one of the most suffering cancer type diseases. Carrying a disease like that means that you cannot even digest the food you had put in your mouth and having blood in your feces. More and more bloods are drained out from my grandma’s body.
At last, the doctor asked us to bring back my grandma, saying that we must treasure the time with her. All my aunties and uncles promised that they will take turns to take care of my grandma, but at last, ended up with me and my sister staying all night long taking care of my grandma. When questioned, all my aunty and uncles give plenty of unreasonable excuses just to neglect their responsibilities as a filial child.
October of that year, my grandma passed away. During that time, all my relatives that haven’t showed up before this came to pay their last respect. Complains after complains on my family saying that they can take care of my grandma better. After the funeral, my father’s siblings seem to break apart. All of them do not visit each other anymore, except for Chinese New Year.
2 years later, another unfortunate incident happened. Just after 2 days of my grandma’s death remembrance, my 2nd uncle passed away. He was a strong man, carrying the burden of supporting the family all by him. Breakdown of all the important parts of his body is his death cause. It happened to sudden as I was the last person that saw him alive, taking an afternoon nap in my bedroom.
This year, my oldest uncle was diagnosed a major sickness. Cancer. He fell just days before my grandma’s death remembrance day. Everyone does not hope the same thing to happen again. Everyone pray hard so that he can live through this crucial period. He undergoes a major operation last Friday. Doctor says that due to his weak lung, he might get stroke during the operation, and it will take his life. We waited for 7 full with worries hours. But, he undergoes a successful operation but we still doubt whether he is strong enough to withstand his life any longer.
All of this causes stress and more pressure to me. I worried things will be uncontrollable. I knew it will bring a huge impact to my family and I, but memories of the past just seem to hunt us whenever the day was just around the corner.
Believe me, for certain conditions, old folks home and euthanasia wasn’t the worst choice you can make. It might be the best thing that you can do for your love ones.
~ck~

gloomy day

it happens last 3 days..
things realli get off handed...all things appeared to be uncontrollable...
we had a very very big arguement...very very BIG....it really bring impact to both of us...
lack of toleration and emotions take over on our decision making...
both of us released temper like volcano erupted...
yelling and shouting...
i am realli sorry for what happened...

that day..
i was really tired...
after the whole day...doing something good...as a part of the family...
reach home quite late...and forced to have dinner with my friends...accompany them..
eventually..i get my chance to get off earlier by treating them dat nite...
all of them saying that i am not as cheerful as before..maybe...just maybe..

after i reached home...i posted a post..as in my promise..
i did...i called her...and that is when the tragedy happens...
being tired and stressed up...
i could not think properly...
i made the stupidest decision in my entire life...
i said i wan to end this relationship..
although...we both still care and love each other...
but...i just..........................................

soon..after dat..after many discussions and talks...
we be back together..
it has been a habit.... a must...we been too close together...
that is why i realized i need her so much...
just too need her....

~ck~