Wednesday, June 18, 2008

wait for u...

Wait For You...Elliot Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Oooooo
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
But you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
Oooooo
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy (crazy)
Oooooo
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Oooooo
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Oooooo
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.
like what the lyrics states....even what happen...how long it takes..i will wait for u...
like ppl say..life brief candle...
if i am the candle..u r the wax that made me...
if i am the candle..u r the light that makes me come alive...
if i am the shadow..u r the person and the light that made me...
if i am the flower..u r the bees that accompany me during all my life...

dear..what i wanna say at here is that...u r my life..u made me..
if u leave me...i will be an empty shell..lifeless shell...
i enjoyed every moment we shared together...
i enjoyed all the tease and the jokes we had together...
i love all the moment with u...

dear...all this long...we quite been through many things...
all the things we been through..it make more and more experience to us..
to understand each other more...so that...we can treat each other better..
after all the arguments...we forgive each other...
coz...i think we cant really leave each other...

we know each other in a very short period...
it does..but..it does not means that it will bring a threat to us...
in fact..im glad i met u in the first place...

everytime i see u in pain..
i am heartache...
felt hopeless..
cant do anything...
but..spiritually....
im with u dear..
accompany u to go through all the things u r facing....

wait for u....

even what happened...i will wait for u...mainly because of love...after all the things we had been together...after all the moments we spent together...all the problems we solved together....the happy and cries we spent together...

all this...this is what that makes me stayed with u..i did not care about the negative side of u...i juz want the cheerful smile from ur face..that is enough to cheer me up the whole day....that is really enough...

all the moments we spent together made me fell more on u...although i look kinda "cool"...did not care much about u...but i really hope u can feel the things i do for u..its just for u...

as i said...the feeling wont change..wont...!!!

~ck~

Saturday, June 14, 2008

time for self reflection

second sem...as i inform u all..it has been the busiest sem in the whole damn year in apiit...when all the others have their holidays..we dont have it...why???i dont even know it...

assignment week are just around the corner...and..all of the students will be stressed up due to the work load...mainly because of 2 reasons...
1. they work hard to complete all the assignments with flying colours..
2. they work hard to complete all the assignments by copying others assignments

thats the fact..even college...we still have the copy homework tradition here practiced...

besides that..i notice many of my classmates including me badly slapped by the impact of fuel price raised in this boleh land....well..food prices are raising and all the things are raising...even now..u can seldom see cars speeding in the highways...and guess what...u can see lesser cars on the road now...

even now my classmates seldom drove his car to the college...well...the rumors said that the fuel price will raise again in august....to freaking RM4.70.....shit...even my dream of having a car is crushed...not even gan's dream...my classmates said that he will persuade his mom to buy him a bike...to save petrol...well..i think even he will have the problem to pump petrol to his 1200cc motorbike...

after been so long as a college student...its time to reflect on what i done so far...most on 2nd sem...
i think that myself changed from sem 1 compared to now...(please comment)
alot more things happened that triggered myself to change..to suit myself to the new environment...

always i encourage and motivate myself...there will be a bright sun behind the dark clouds...
there will always be better things after those obstacles or bad things you are facing..just face it positively and everything will be fine...think on the positive way...it will ease us more...and it will help us making decisions better..

i realli hope this helps...
thanks..
~cheers~
~ck~