EMO…

i saw the blog..she updated…

i also entered the post which she locked earlier on…

i could not guess the hint…until today..i realize what is the true password for the meaning she wanted to transfer to me…

seriously..i felt hurt and sad when she said that she is going oversea…

why??i mean..she said she might go there in near future..not now…

but..since she made the decision…i could not do anything more…

had been to the place where me and her frequent visited in the past…

memory by memory..flashes and slides in my mind…

at least by now..i can know her life by seeing her blog…

but..i dont think it will last long..

i dont even know how long more i can stand..

T..T