seeking for forgiveness

i am a very emotional guy...
for ur information...
i always got pissed off easily...
just a small matter....
u can c the gloomy cloud on top of my head..
and the lightning are ready to strike any innocent victims...

sorry to my dear...
miss hei ji lyn..
today...
i yelled at her...shouted at her...
just for a small reason....a small matter....
i regret about what happened today...

this is not the first time that happens to me..
i tried to change...
but..
the progress...
dissapointing...
i am so sorry.....
i do really hope u can forgive me..
sorry about my rude attitude....my words..my intonations..
i am so sorry....

please do forgive me.....
waiting for ur answer...