gloomy day

it happens last 3 days..
things realli get off handed...all things appeared to be uncontrollable...
we had a very very big arguement...very very BIG....it really bring impact to both of us...
lack of toleration and emotions take over on our decision making...
both of us released temper like volcano erupted...
yelling and shouting...
i am realli sorry for what happened...

that day..
i was really tired...
after the whole day...doing something good...as a part of the family...
reach home quite late...and forced to have dinner with my friends...accompany them..
eventually..i get my chance to get off earlier by treating them dat nite...
all of them saying that i am not as cheerful as before..maybe...just maybe..

after i reached home...i posted a post..as in my promise..
i did...i called her...and that is when the tragedy happens...
being tired and stressed up...
i could not think properly...
i made the stupidest decision in my entire life...
i said i wan to end this relationship..
although...we both still care and love each other...
but...i just..........................................

soon..after dat..after many discussions and talks...
we be back together..
it has been a habit.... a must...we been too close together...
that is why i realized i need her so much...
just too need her....

~ck~