life is like BLACK and WHITE

2010 appears to be a big hit for APIIT!

2010-01-07T01:03:00.001+08:00

When I was browsing through my college website (Webspace), this announcement caught my eye. Not the New Year Greetings, not regarding about all the SIGs in the right hand side, but, its all about the “GOOD NEWS” about the new 300 parking bay.

The above picture shows the usual place where we are ALLOWED to park. The season pass area are meant to the employees of Lotus as well as Digi5al. Due to overgrowing numbers of students in APIIT, they shifted most of us to ENT3, which is another building opposite of the main campus. Most of our classes are held in ENT3 and this triggers us to take up season passes.

But, when we encounter the Parking Management, they rejected our offer of purchasing car park lot next to ENT3. They said that we (students) is not eligible to purchase car park lot.

And, since more and more people are driving into TPM, we are forced to park way behind the hillside car park, and this makes us to park at places where busses usually parked.

Here is the new designated car park area. 300 space for car park bay. Because we need to share with Astro, Maxis, and Iris, that place run out of car park by 9.30 a.m. And, I believe, sooner or later, Maxis or Iris will also purchase the car park, which will leave us, the poor students to walk all around the TPM.

A senior officer of APIIT claimed:

“This move is planned by TPM and it has nothing to do with APIIT. When TPM announced they wanted to shift the car park, I encouraged the students and staffs to take up season pass. I leaked out the information during November and we only get 15 applicants for the season pass in December. APIIT “generously” provides shuttle services for students who park their car opposite of Astro”

And, this is the schedule planned for the shuttle service. If you notice, the shuttle van travels in a duration of 15 to 30 minutes and APIIT only provides 1 van. This morning, there are more than 20 students waiting under the hot sun for the arrival of the van and unfortunately, only a number of them managed to get their ass squeezed so that they get a place in the van.

Besides that, the van will stop taking students from the car park to the main campus after 11.40 a.m. Again, this is another problem. All students of APIIT knew that we are gifted with loooooooong breaks in between our classes. Furthermore, not all the classes begins early in the morning, some of the might be in the afternoon. So, the “generosity is not so generous after all”

The van?

Don’t play play. Mercedez you know. Got Ah Mat some more. But, it seems that you are not the only passenger around.

Things appeared to be illogical. We drove to APIIT for our convenience, flexibility. But, in the end, we still need to fight for places like taking the public transport during the rush hour.

Some of the student voices. Believe me, APIITIANS has never been so united before.

Dissapointed…

~ck~

I am 20!

2010-01-03T19:09:00.001+08:00

When the clock struck 12 a.m. midnight, my Facebook as well as my handphone had been flooded with birthday wishes.

Most of them are REMINDING me that I am turning 20 and I am no longer a teenager.

Joining the 20s club mean a lot to me. Before turning 20, I was scared, thinking that I need to be a lot more matured, more stable and a lot more committed to my life.

But, things turned out to be quite funnier. Firstly, I have a bunch of my ex-schoolmates celebrating my birthday earlier @ Sakae Sushi @ 31 Dec 2009

Being the person-in-the-spotlight for the few seconds while they sang the “Birthday Song” does meant a lot to me. Thanks guys. It was a blast.

On the next day, which is the first day of 2010, I went dinner with my family and my cousin’s family. It was nothing more satisfying than a bloated stomach after the heavy dinner.

At night, I was so pleased and so happy because my DARLING, Ms.Chloe accompanied me while I step into my 20s. Thanks darling.

On my birthday, I went dating with my Darling in Taman Pertanian Malaysia.

Although, it might sound a bit weird to you all, but, it was a tremendous experience of me. This is because I haven’t celebrated my birthday before with my Special One.

In addition, I almost melted in front of my Darling. My darling gave me the best present I ever received. A piece of cake along with a fully pampered “Birthday Song” and a hand made card for me. Thanks Darling.

Signing off…

~CK~

For being more than 99 day together…

2009-12-20T13:54:00.001+08:00

In order to celebrate our 99th day of being together..which also signifies our 14th week anniversary…we went to our long planned trip…MELAKA….

Which also makes us bond us stronger together…which also makes us believe more into our love..

It doesn’t matter where we are, where do we came from.. but I strongly believe..its just the beginning of the most wonderful journey of my life…

I love u Ms.Chloe..

Signing off…..

~ck~

2nd month anniversary..

2009-11-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

i will let all the pictures to do the talking..

this is what i made for ms.chloe for our second month anniversary…

p.s: there are 63 hearts inside…

here..is the present from her to me…

and this ends the post for our second month anniversary…

cheers

~ck~

Baby, now i need to hold you tight

2009-10-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

"No Promises"
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

Baby Chloe..

everything i do or i said…

its not just meant for promises..

everything i said…

its a proof in advance..that I will do and accomplish it in future with you..

I found someone that I love the most..

and..that makes me more and more treasure you day by day..

I know its still early to call our relationship mature…

but…

there are a lot of things that proved..

I am very very into you my dear..

i love you..

i need you..

there wont be any promises anymore..

actions will prove my love to you..

thanks for the flash my dear..

muax..

cheers..

~ck~

Appreciate

2009-10-04T23:04:00.001+08:00

last time, i did not know how to appreciate the things around me, peoples around me..

i take them for granted..thinking that..they will be with me whenever i need them or i want them…

but..things turn out to be quite different than i thought…when u dont appreciate others…others also will do the same thing..

on the other hand..although u appreciate them..they might as well do not appreciate ur existence…ur work…

after several mistakes i done in the past..i realized a lot of thing..and i learnt from my mistake..

now..i am appreciating the biggest gift in my life..

from the moment we started…

i know..i will appreciate her more than everything in this world..

for me..she is not anything..but..she is EVERYTHING…

dear..

thanks for appearing in my life…

cheers

~ck~

The outcome proves it all

2009-09-24T02:26:00.001+08:00

it all begins with only me and only her..

both individuals..not knowing each other..

leading way different life…

without having the chance to approach or even to talk to each other…

somehow..

the outcome..was magical…

to stay happy together is a hard task…

to make the other half happy is an even harder task…

but..we are happy now..and we will be happier in future…

i cant guarantee things in future..

but..

i can guarantee things i will do to u in future..

is to take care of u..and be by ur side…

cheers…

~ck~

A confession to be made

2009-09-21T00:03:00.001+08:00

at first..i would want to say..sorry..

to ~~mrs.chan~~ ms.chloe for my late update of this post..

which is supposed to due on yesterday’s night

officially to announce now..

me and ms.chloe is together now..

so..for all her fans out there..beware….

for some reason..i would like to place another pledge of mine in this post..

so that, each of the reader will know..and can be a witness…if i violate any of the conditions in my pledge..

and..THIS PLEDGE IS JUST FOR HER…

i promise..i will share all my things to you..no matter happy or sad things..

i promise..i will only make u happy..make u the only one in my life..

i promise..i will always love u..care u…pamper u..with every effort that i can carry out..

no matter what future we are facing…i wish..we can face it together..

remember wat i said ms.chloe…

u filled the hole in my heart…and ur face..ur name..our memory..is craved in my heart…

thanks for the moments that you gave me.

thanks for the time that you spent with me..

i love u..

cheers..

~ck~

After indulging 8 weeks of nothing

2009-09-05T00:51:00.001+08:00

the dark side of college life..

college life is not as some people think it was..

yes..we spend a lot of fun times together with college mates…like:

but..the opposite side…

things turn to worst..when..it comes to assignment week…

here are some stress release method PRACTICED in my class…

the best way…

but..after a distress full swing of 7 week…we gained some sweet things from it as well…

she was so kind to bake 45 cupcakes for us…

finally…

it reached my holiday period..

7 days…

k…sorry for the less updates…

so..here is it..some of the details of my 8 weeks of studies…

stay hippie..stay happy…enjoy..

cheers..

~ck~

Men’s Health Night Run (Putrajaya)

2009-07-26T11:52:00.001+08:00

25th of July…

Putrajaya Precinct 3…

Spot the DIFFERENCES?

here is more pictures…since i am too tired too type now…

And..here are some “gift” from Men’s Health for our “participation”

BUT!!!!…i was so doubtful when they gave me this….

joining marathon had been one of my to-do-list for this year…

well..since i completed 2..in 2 months time…i was quite satisfied…

He is the one that brings me into this kind of sweats…

by the way….this is juz a 11.5km marahon…

by then…

cheers…

~ck~

Finisher of Half Marathon….

2009-06-28T22:57:00.001+08:00

here it goes…

after long preparation for the marathon…

here come the big day…

i was so excited as this is the first ever long run i participated….

and…for my training..i did not even exceeded the 15km range…

but today..i push myself to the limit..

and clocked 2.58 hour to finish the 21km run…

and…

i am a proud finisher of KL International Marathon 2009..

~ck~

p/s…knee and my entire leg can barely move now

Causes of not learning grammar in school

2009-06-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

Good morning uncle and aunties,

I am happy today cause of my teacher gave me a chance to talk in front of you all. The main sebab i can talk here is because i get 18 points for my England test, and it is the most high in my class.

This day, i am going to talk about my cita-cita. I dream to be a white man. White man come from States of America United and so on. I want to become white man because i like to be so high like them. I like their white hair and the hair around their body is white too.

My teacher always ask me on how to catch my cita-cita. Since i do not have any States’s Ringgit with me, I just can color my black hair to white hair. but, my tabung have very little money, so, I just can buy wat the colour.

I try and try and try and after try and try and try, I lost my hair. I feel very not happy but my mother very happy. I know she happy because she laugh until eye water also coming out. She say I look very leng zai now because I look like Bruce Willis.

If I cannot go to States of America United, I want to being white man in this negara. With my powderful England, I can give a lot of extrasss classes to other peepals that do not knowing how to use England.

Terima Kasih.

Mad Race – 06 June 2009

2009-06-10T19:39:00.001+08:00

its a late post regarding the Mad Race which i entered last Saturday

due to the persuasion and the forcing from my college friend, GAN, 2 of my friends and I has registered in the race without knowing what to expect.

although the whole race was created based on the original AMAZING RACE..this is different…its done LOCALLY…more malaysian version…along the Kelana Jaya LRT route

tons of challenges awaits ur in different location..and of course..we need to solve something in order to get CLUES FOR THE OUR NEXT LOCATION..

here is a summary on the location we went..and the challenges in each of the place..

Church (Starting point)

crossword puzzle
2 vans available..1 van permits only 1 team to hop on the van

Wangsa Maju

First LRT station of the entire race
Buy ticket..go to the last station on the LRT route

Terminal Putra

Find a car with a particular number plate
Get the clue, hop on LRT again

Ampang Park

SPRINT to the nearest petrol station
Fill up petrol for 10 person, ask them to sign
Show the proof to the station master
We confused about the clue and we went to KLCC instead of JELATEK
Another challenge, do STAR JUMP according to the clue
Misunderstand again..we did in each station rather than do it once along the way

Jelatek

SPRINT again to the nearest tennis court
Solve the sudoku with our belongings….
Get the clue..head towards the park in the heart of KL

KLCC

Search the whole park for the station master
Station master can be identified by looking at their red line tags and a yellow coloured arm band
Challenge : eat marshmallow with some rubber band on top of your lip
A lucky pick was held, the misfit was..you need to wear your “present” throughout the race.
I picked raincoat and shower cap..
Get the clue, run to CM, or art market

Pasar Seni

Take picture of the items listed in the paper
Kena scolded and shoo-ed by the shopkeepers
BUT, we still take pictures….secretly…

Wangsa Maju

Run to Mad Monkeyz
2 people in the challenge, need to complete the given task in 10 minutes
After completion, i think we was too fast
No vans can be located
So, we took taxi to the wangsa maju station as we thought the van is there
When we reach there, we took another decision..which is..go back to MAD MONKEYZ…by taxi again
At last, we saw the van

Church (Finish)

Reach the church, the final challenge
SPECIAL blend liquid provided for us to drink
With a fast gulp, all done

special thanks to campus-action..without them..we could not join such crazy event…

after all the challenges..we did all of them..and we finished the race…in 6 hours..and 7 LRT stations…we got place number…#1

the prize…confidential……ask me for it…

after a tiring weekend..and to sum up…

are you GG enough to race?

will be GG-ed the race…or u will be GG-fied by the race?

it needs a MAD person to enter a MAD race..

it needs a MAD team to GG-fies the MAD race…

signing off…

p/s..some videos for u all to see….

star jump in KLCC LRT station

Mad Race promo

Campus Action

~ck~

Picture of you

2009-05-24T01:31:00.001+08:00

Picture of You – The Last Goodnight

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son
[Chorus]
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Reminds us all of what we used to be
[Chorus]
Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me
We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
Could have been (x2)
We could have been (x2)
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
Could have been (x2)

picture of you..picture of me..

had become the everlasting memories for me..

stays with me..die with me…

memories are like tattoos..

just that..its not in the outside..

its inside…

the deepest yet the most fragile place of all..

~ck~

life is so boring…

2009-05-21T19:16:00.001+08:00

life sucks when u wanted to do something…but u cant do it with someone u wants…

it sucks when u r bz..all the people around u are damn free..

then..the other way round..when you are damn free..all the people around u are damn bz…

wat the….

my task has completed..

7 assignment-------> DONE!!

2 presentation------> DONE!!

Exam--------------->2 weeks time

omg…i cant even pass a stupid day like this..

how can i overcome the BUFFER week and also my 1 month holiday?

i cant go to work..why?

coz..i have my taekwondo black belt grading and my upcoming KL marathon…

dengz…

pictures….

even imitating the gents toilet logo is boring,,,

even the dolls behind the car are damn sien…

klar..

sien-ing off…

~ck~

KL marathon map

2009-05-18T00:38:00.001+08:00

now im getting a bit worried…

ohh..

my route..

the green one..

the blue 1 is the full marathon..

~ck~

$3ll 0u7 movie review

2009-05-16T12:38:00.001+08:00

i was an avid malaysian movie supporter..

movies from remp-it till evolusi KL drift..and the most recent malaysian movie i watched is kinta 1881

malaysia has been progressing in its own entertainment circle..

to cope up with the improvement of movies from neighbor countries…the malaysian board of acting has came up with numerous ideas on how to increase the quality of our local movies..

to add up…the goverment even came up with a “brilliant” idea on decreasing the number of piracy CDS by issuing summons to those who have it in their cars..they are also considering on cunducting house to house checking to look for the piracy items…

by hook or by crook..do support our country movies…yesterday..i watched SELL OUT..

a brilliant movie..

somehow..it was in the genre with movies like SWENNEY TODD but it is funnier and much more meaningful if u are MALAYSIA..I SAY…IF U ARE MALAYSIAN..

from the beginning…

u can c a interview…on the director..its kinda slow..but..it is worth waiting…

the whole movie truly reflects life of MALAYSIA…

from presentation to the boss..

and the art of imitation in malaysia..

from SONY to FONY…

“the policy was copied from some Taiwanese company..it was meant to decorate the receptionist wall…our main policy is to make…MONEY”..a quote picked from the movie

seriously..do we neglect all the ethical procedures and quality that were set years ago??

do we just see money in front..future??

“stop growing forward but grow up”

we always fight for our future..but..did we neglected our own bottom line??or even the values in humanity?

proceeding…to the fact of reality show..

“people watches reality show to create fantasy”

i mean..how true is this statement?

although the person in the family is dying…

they still care on their appearance in TV..rather than concerning or listening to his last words…

until..to decide who is going to die…

MALAYSIANS…need to vote for it..

its such a disgrace that malaysians now are paying attention..or use their time just to view car accidents..or people which are dying..

correct?

i leave the statement to all of u…

here is a short trailer on the movie..

hope u all enjoy it..

hope u all watch it..

selling out…

~ck~

its blardy confirmed

2009-05-10T21:06:00.001+08:00

the kl-marathon…

half-marathon is the category that i registered…

somehow..gonna run with some of the FF employees…

gonna train hard for now…

~ck~

Time to rest…

2009-05-09T02:18:00.001+08:00

being apart from the blogging community for quite a time…

even my college mate…Gan..has revived his long dead blog…

after my previous post…

i was stomped and stuffed with tons of things to do..

ASSIGNMENTS!!!

every subject requires at least 1 assignment and it totaled up to nearly 7 assignments for the damn month..

besides than the assignment…

there is a lot of things that has been troubling me recently…

sorry guys..

sorry friends…

sorry ya…gan..kent..kit…joshua..sam..joyce…hon tung…et..wei wen…

sorry for making the recent Thursday lunch to be canceled…

somehow..

it has been a bad day for me…

i know friends are supporting me..

but the winds are not blowing in my direction….

things are going the other way round…

somehow…

i miss someone..

i miss the voice…

sorry for being so emo…~..~

a more serious case..

take clear look on the following picture

hmm…

classes had been extremely boring recently..

and i come up with these..

several friend of mine are involved with car accident..

myself..

confronted a lot of “callmens” just for them..

favorite picture of mine..

it makes me feel so blue…

after all…

thx to a lot of people..

sorry to a lot of people too…

signing off..

~ck~

everytime i close my eyes…

2009-04-18T12:45:00.001+08:00

Everytime i close my eyes by Babyface

Girl it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up it's gates for me and you
CHORUS:
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too
Girl I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're, you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains
And it's no wonder
The sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just blessing that I have found somebody like you
Ooh Oh
CHORUS
To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really oughta know how much you mean to me
It's only right, it's only right
(In my life) that you be in my life right here with me
Oh baby, baby, yeah
(-Kenny G. sax solo-)
I'll tell you girl that...
(Chorus to fade)

pain in the heart

2009-04-18T01:32:00.001+08:00

it had been awhile after i made the decision..

well..

it took quite some time for myself to make the decision..

it also took some time for me to recover from the outcome…

i was under depression and stress when i made the decision..

i was totally blurred..

i wanted to change my decision..bt i cant…

haiz…

sorry…

i miss her everyday..

pain internally..but wanted to be tough externally

~ck~

Random thoughts..

2009-04-13T10:20:00.001+08:00

getting a “hangover” from last nights hard work on the assignment..

eventually…got to sleep around 7++ or 8..but i was awake around 9.30…

its been a ritual for me recently..whenever i was on bed..trying to rest my mind.. my ultra-radio-active-useful-tool aka hand phone won’t stop ring….

somehow…

decided to post a few pictures…..

when u get too boring in class…here is what you SHOULD do…SLEEP!!!!

after being capture…tortured in a guy densely populated college…both of this MEN found their companion…

on one particular day…we went to Cheras for our usual lunch gathering…

a brilliant guy, ck, suggested all of them to go a pan mee restaurant..

while some of them are boosted up with their natural ego…they walk straight into the shop..not knowing what lies behind the front door of the shop..here it goes…

life has been like waves recently….

things went from bad to worst..

things went from good to very very good…

haiz…

complaint? never..

maybe..i can still hold on for a short period of time..MAYBE…

zip off..

cheers..

~ck~

@..@

2009-04-11T01:08:00.001+08:00

does everything start well..ends well??

does everything went well…ends well too??

does everything start off well..will go on well too??

random thoughts…

zip up…

cracks in the love…

2009-03-24T21:59:00.001+08:00

Low self esteem ----> Over Suspicion ---> Jealousy

Jealousy has been one of the huge factor for some sweet relationship that happen around us to break down.

According to one of the studies conducted in US, jealousy still happens even though we are living in so called “free thinking centuries”

And so on, jealousy happens caused by over suspicion and also by doubting your partner. When your partner return your messages/calls late or less, you will tend to think that they do not want to care about us anymore. Or else, for the even worst case, you might be thinking that they are hiding from us as well.

This are the early symptoms for worst jealousy case to happen. When suspicion and doubting happen, it makes us to question our partner, in a harsh way. With this, it creates a communication barrier that further lead to a communication breakdown.

When you know yourself tends to be jealous, or even tries to doubt every single action of your partner, try to think on the positive side of it. For example, if he/she returns your call late, maybe she is busy at work or she is in a bad mood. The reason of she doesn’t want to talk to you is so that it won’t influence your mood as well. FYI, you are the key support for your partner.

Jealousy happens when you feel that the your partner’s friend are more good looking, more capable, more rich, or even they spend more time with your partner rather than you are.

But, wait. Even though they are more capable than you are, or they posses the look of TOM CRUISE, or even LAM FOONG, try to boost your self esteem up. “Hey, even though he/she is more leng zai/leng lui than me, but, my gf/bf still loves me” Try to think this way, somehow, it help for me.

On the capability part, we could not judge one’s capability just by looking at what type of car that he/she or what kind of outfit that he/she was wearing. We can’t predict the future, who knows, somehow maybe you or even me might be the front cover for TIMES MAGAZINE.

How to kill jealousy/doubt/over suspicion

Always, i mean ALWAYS, think on the better side. When i say better side, don’t have such thinking “Haiz, she/he don’t want to reply my message, she/he sure flirt with other girl/guys de lar”
Whenever you wanted to get jealous about something, think back on all the sweet thing or even the sweet moments that both of you had created. It help to cool down your heart.
If step 2 can’t help, when you tend to get jealous, try to do something that you like, e.g. pool, racing, computer games and etc..etc..
This is important, don't jump to conclusion. You must know, when you jump to conclusion without understanding the other side, this means that you are accusing blindly.
If you simply jump to conclusion, even god also can’t give you a helping hand. It’s too late for sorry.

That’s all..

by the way..drop in some comments for me..

cheers..

~ck~

loving you~baby eve~

2009-03-22T00:48:00.001+08:00

loving you..

is the best thing i can do…

loving you is easy just because you are beautiful..

creating and maintaining the love is the best thing that i can afford in my life…

loving you is the most beautiful thing that happen in my life…

without you…

my life would suck without you..

without you..

i was an empty shell without the inner part..

a lost soul..rendering and searching for the right owner…

without you..

i am totally lost…

days passed by like years..tears flow down like river…

since the day i be with you..

i forget the day when i was totally upset..

when i was apart from you..

i cant stop myself from missing all the moment of us being together..

some people say i am desperate to be with you..

yes…I ADMIT…

i need the time to be with you..

i need the sweet moments that we both create together..

in fact..

i hunger for it every time when we are not together..

remember when we went to the lookout point?

remember the why do we go there??

remember who did we went with there?

all of it was craved in my heart…

all of it was securely pasted in my brain…

some couples..or some people..

wishes so that whenever the time they spend with their love ones..

they hope the moment will stop and pass by as slow as possible..

for me..

it is very simple..

i don’t wish such an uphill task for the gods above..

coz..i know..

the sweet time and the time for both of us to be together..

is coming more and more…

its like snowflakes that are rolling down a snowy mountain..

it will gather more moss..

like us..

it will gather more love..happiness…

my wish is simple…

it does not require any help from the ones above..

it does not require help from my friend..

the only thing it requires is my determination and also my commitment..

i wanted to make her happy…

can you see how happy is she in the picture..

i want her to be like this every day..

every moment..

it does not matter whether did i with her..or not…

the only thing that really matters…

is her mood…

couples are like socks…

they come in pairs..

not 3..not 4..

just 2….

whether does it the same size..same color..or even same brand??

does it really matters…

what really matters is do you comfortable with it..

do you love it…

like the picture…

even 1 is with stripes..1 is pure black..

i love the combination..

like me and my baby…

her gift to me…

called the TAO FU ZAI…

i always wonder..

the 2 eyes look like a cctv to me..

maybe it was installed in my room..to check me out..

hehe…MAYBE….

this is her gift during Christmas..

sorry..really sorry..

i did not do my part..

i break your birthday wish…

but…

i appreciates all the thing you did for me on the special day..

although both of us din spend it together..

we found love in ourself..just for 2 of us..

lastly..

after all the things combined…

yah..

me had a lot of arguments..

we had a lot of misunderstands..

but..

we still remain to be in 1 piece..

i mean…

in 1 piece..

when 2 become 1…

shall we???

the end of this post..

i love you baby eve….

i really do..

sorry for the jealousy..

sorry for making you extra tired everyday even after work..

sorry for yelling..

sorry for quarrelling…

sorry for too demanding..

sorry for too intolerant..

sorry for too love you..

~ck~

when love turns to be too lovely…:)

2009-03-18T15:34:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time,
Arcangel in the sky,
May it cover every night,
Once upon a time,
The angel loved me so,
It's a miracle in the snow, my heart won't be cold
My dear, you are my angel,
Tell me what you know,
Something should be told
My dear, you are my angel,
Tell me where you go,
I will brace behind your love.

you’re my angel by Loretta Chow

is like what written in the song itself…

it shows..who is my angel..

it’s my angel who introduce to me this song…

my angel give me life…

my angel give me love…

my angel keep me from the coldness around me…

my angel calm me down whenever i was frustrated…

now..

both of us are encountering different aspect of life..

she was committed to her full time work..

to earn some pocket money for now and future use…

myself..

trying my best to show myself in the studies..

although..

the time for both of us has decreased..

but…we would not be parted as easily like before..

just because…

she is my angel..

the only angel i need…

~ck~

mega blog update#2

2009-03-09T12:14:00.001+08:00

life has been quite hectic since the second i step my feet into degree level 1 in apiit…

courses and modules are not as “expected” and the lecturers was not in their role as they should be….kinda crappy rite?

to begin with..let me update u all with my tremendous 3 time visit to PORT DICKSON…

the first 1..

this is the first 1..

which i went their with my college friends….7 of them to the exact…

exactly 2 weeks from it…

i went to PD again..the same beach..the same sea..

this time..

just 4 of us.me and 3 of my friends..

woke up around 7 and we swim till the sun reached just above our head…

some of us came back with serious sunburns on our back..

the latest visit…

also 2 weeks exact from the previous visit…

March 07,2009

this time…a little twist..

we went there around 5pm..

reach there around 7pm..

just because of numerous jams along the highway..

think of this…

why do ppl wan to stop..and look at a tilt bus at the emergency lane??

it causes a stretch for nearly 3 km…

wat the crap…

haiz..

oohh…

i forgot bout something…

i forget to update about the last day of UCFF0801{g2}

well..

here is some photo shoot session of our class during the last DAY..the last EXAM PAPER and the last LUNCH GATHERING for UCFF0801{G2}

oppss…

~~sorry ken~~

by the way…

regarding the last post i posted…

here is a proof for it..

haha..

lalala..

to get more pictures and also updates on our PD trip..

here is some blog links that have the picture of us…

Evelyn

Vonnie?

if not mistaken..there is just 2 blogs about it.

gtg now..

chaoz…

anyway…

going to have my holidays on 23rd of March…

regarding the trip??

still in the progress of planning..

chaoz..

cheers…

~ck~

a wonderful world…

2009-02-24T01:19:00.001+08:00

its funny..

when love comes around..u can change 360 degree of yourself for the one that you love..

for myself..i endure the full of ups and downs of love…

truly…when she is going to leave…i miss her alot..really a lot..

i tried to hang on..but cant..i cant resist and hold myself from missing her day by day…

it was most probably fate…

that bring us back together…

i know..after all the things that happened…most of the ppl will doubt our relationship..but…i can clearly say…proudly say..i went out stronger than before…

to the special one…

i know i was demanding…

but..u r the one for me…

u r the one which i was demanding for so long..

there is no need for u to change for me..

i accept every aspect of u..

as long as you are happy..i will be extremely happy…

i am proud that i am the one that was standing beside u now…

i am proud to be the one that listen to u every time when u need me..

i am delightful to hold ur tears and tries to make u happy every time when u are down…

i am happy to have u…

~ck~

Always look on the bright side of life

2009-02-13T02:44:00.001+08:00

since all of you says i was quite emo…

the post are quite emo..

this is a special post…to show u all..i am not-so-emo sometimes…:)

cheers..

enjoy it..

~ck~

of true love and love story

2009-02-05T20:32:00.001+08:00

a lot of couples/lovers hope the relationship that they are having now can flow as smooth as the love stories that they read or encounter before..

the love story such as beauty and the beast or etc etc…might be the best example of couples that lived happily ever after…

its hard you know..

hard to get a good relationship that u hunger for so long..

its even harder to maintain the relationship that u had been holding for so long…

as time flows by…things tend to change..

attitude..perseverance…or even actions…

all might not be the same like the early days when the relationship starts..

love is a two way interaction…

both need tolerance and also interact with each other to maintain their relationship..

seriously..we cant learn anything just from reading the love solution books or listen or watch love stories..

to get a good love relationship…it requires trial and error…

we need to undergo…feel it ourselves so that we know…how and what to do during the relationship…

we will understand how the other side feels and what to do when they are not in the mood or in a dilemma…

when you are to enthusiastic and to over demand to get a better relationship…things will turn to be worse…

the more u push/pressure…the harder or the more difficult your partner can respond…

a very slim chance that a person’s personality can change..bare in mind..

take in the people like how u love them..

love the entire people..including the attitude…actions..or even past…

it will be easier to live and also to get along with it..

when valentine is just around the corner…

i sincerely wishes..

all couples/lovers in the world..to get and spend the sweetest time with the person they love..

don’t waste it..don’t overdo it..then it is perfect…

~ck~

EMO…

2009-01-31T03:09:00.001+08:00

i saw the blog..she updated…

i also entered the post which she locked earlier on…

i could not guess the hint…until today..i realize what is the true password for the meaning she wanted to transfer to me…

seriously..i felt hurt and sad when she said that she is going oversea…

why??i mean..she said she might go there in near future..not now…

but..since she made the decision…i could not do anything more…

had been to the place where me and her frequent visited in the past…

memory by memory..flashes and slides in my mind…

at least by now..i can know her life by seeing her blog…

but..i dont think it will last long..

i dont even know how long more i can stand..

T..T

2009-01-29T03:52:00.001+08:00

never have a title of ur blog post..

coz..i dont even know what am i going to write about..

seriously…i turned to be a damn bad guy this round of time…

i was uncertain and i made a big decision in my life…

i dont know…i was too confused…

i was thinking…when i make the decision..SOMEONE could change me…make me to undo the decision..

but…to my disappointment…she doesnt…

i dont know why…

when i was in stress or upset…i was really hoping she is the one that can really cheer me up rather than just OH OH OH in the phone conversation…

i dont mind her past…i dont mind what she did…but..i too need people to support too..

i believe..every guy..or men need a partner that can truly support or understand themselves…to talk whenever needed…

a guy does not need to tell out every single things that happen to him…a person that understands him can easily read it by his actions or words…

i was too frustrated and tensed up..why is she losing confidence in me??

in 1 or 2 days time..she will say that she is having a dilemma and dreams that i will leave her…if she trust me and believe in me..this wont be happening…

i admit…i had sacrificed my time in the weekend for working rather than spending it with her…but..i have my own reasons..i said it before…

but…reading from her blog..i knew..she enjoy her life…even though i get scolding from her friends or getting pinned down from her friends..it worth it….

i knew…what is my condition..i knew…the pain is getting stronger…even actifast could not cure it anymore…

by the way..thanks for being with me for so long…..i totally appreciate it…hope u will gain happiness in the other relationship…

2009-01-23T20:43:00.001+08:00

23 is a very lucky number for me and her…

23rd of each month, we have celebrations in different venues…

just to remind us..

the important day..

23rd of January 2008…

the day we started to be “couple”…

1 year after dat…

23rd of January 2009..which is today

well…some might think…we have a lot of sweet memories in between…

yes we did..

but…in the middle..we too had a lot of hard times together…

we quarrel and we also broke up several time…

but..it was my pleasure that she accepted me again…

after all the disadvantage and weakness in me…

she had pour in trust and love in me again…

thanks dear..

i will never forget the way u treat me…

although the day we been back together is not long..

but…for me..

its already the best for me….

love u dear…

Mega Blog Update

2009-01-08T00:21:00.001+08:00

Due to my l~~aziness~~....it was obvious that I left my blog for quite a time...

But.. as soon as I realize it... I was overly excited and happy to post a brand new post in this blog...

here goes..the Mega Blog entry....

Starting off...

1. Celebration of New Year Eve..

quite a number of people asked me...where do I spent my New Year Countdown with...

I was proud to say...I and a bunch of my friends was invited to a penthouse in KL area to watch the magnificent firework display on a 40th floor penthouse...

The view was breathtaking and we enjoyed the whole process while we are there...

View from the Penthouse

moving on...my own resolution for year 2009.. the bull ~~shit~~ year...

made a decision...to continue my degree level studies in APIIT..

why?

it was because i was too lazy to change to other colleges.

it requires a lot of documents and it need to went through a lot of process before i was entitled to enter the college...

furthermore...i am going to register myself for the January intake in APIIT.to be exact..it was during the Chiuese New Year...

besides that...

i found another objective or task to be achieved this year..

I NEED TO LEARN TO COOK!!!

since no one was willing to cook for me..

i need to learn on how to survive...

imagine of this situation...

1. car ran out of fuel

2. wallet ran out of cash

3. phone out of credit

4. refrigerator full of uncooked vegetables and meats...

5. you don't even know how to start the stove

how are you going to survive in this extraordinary circumstances?

that is why..i picked up the intention to learn to cook...

was looking for the book...anyone give a helping hand??

that was about my new year's resolution.....

this part..the thing that i most dulan after 2009 reached...

1. MY PHONE GOT BARRED!!

you all know this thing....a mobile service provider...

has barred my phone...

and i don't even know how the hell that happened..

i paid every month..

RM100++..but..i still got barred...

tomorrow..i going to shoot the manager's head off...

i just checked my bills...

and he is a dead man....going to be...

2. THE CHAOTIC TRAFFIC JAM

after the school reopen..

every single Malaysian knew that the highway is going to be damned congested again..

all the hotspots around the KL area going to be even HOTTER!!

even the temperature in KL is increasing drastically...

besides that..

what causes the traffic jam....

in the KL-SEREMBAN HIGHWAY...

traffic was currently bumper to bumper as a stalled bus was interfering one of the lane of the highway..

due to on-lookers..it creates huge pile up in the area where the stalled bus was located and it too creates some minor accidents..

omg...come on lar...

people fall down...also kepoh..slow down...go and see..

monkey come out...also kepoh..slow down and see

bus spoiled...also kepoh..

people accident..clap hand and say the person who was driving was not skillful enough...

too much criticism threw on the unlucky party ya!!

calculate it and see..

1 car slowed down from 80km/h to 15km/h = increase of more than 30 seconds delay...

10 cars= more 3 minutes delay...

imagine 1000++ cars passed by the same area...how long will us be held up in the massive traffic jam?

that is some of the things that really get me piss off...

by the way..

here is some picture of some car sticker fanatic that i saw..

i wonder..

how is he/she going to squeeze his tiny eye sight..over the tiny spaces through the tiny sticker that were placed in the tiny rear car mirror..

MAGNIFICENT......RESPECT!!!!

here is some recommendation from me..

a year to be proud of? maybe...

2009-01-06T01:14:00.002+08:00

i left my blog alone for some time...
i think...
its time for me to get in touch of all the people out there..

honestly..
i get too tensed up and to stressed up this few weeks..
some say i was too busy..having too much of socializing with my friends..
well..
i admit it...

year 2008..
passed in a glimpse of eye...
too many things happened...
haha...
i was too proud on what happened..
major change on myself..
make too many decisions...
right and wrong..
it was the people to decide it...

just before i landed in a 2 week holiday from my college...
i was too addicted with facebook...
too addicted with the games there...
before hand..
i was too addicted to forums..
that makes me neglected all my surroundings...

resolution for year 2009?
well...
achieve what i cant achieve in the previous years...
do what i cant do in the previous years...

by the way...
i sorted out my time quite well..
i think..
wont be too busy anymore..
any appointment or calls...will depend on the priority..
and i was working for demo power currently...
was appointed and called....
NESCAFE BOY...greater aroma..greater taste...
have some...

signing off...
have a nice day..nice year...nice life...
happy new year 2009..bye f*cked up 2008...
~ck~

2008-11-28T01:59:00.003+08:00

2 days ago...
while driving...
stuck in a havoc traffic jam...
i heard a very very bad news...
fresh from THEIR MOUTH...
i guess all the listeners had already guessed what is happening

9.29 or known as HITZ.FM
currently the no.#1 breakfast show in Malaysia..
hosted by 2 best ever mcs ever,
declared that both of them will go for separate ways...
one of them will remain on the morning crew show...(6a.m to 10a.m)
the other one will change to the afternoon session...(1p.m to 4p.m)

my classes started early in the morning...8.30 am...
whenever i drive to college..i will definitely tuned into HITZ...
the hilarious GOTCHA! and the YES, NO, UUMmm, ARrr Game was the only vital energy booster for me..
for many years...thousands and thousands of Malaysian listeners cant get their ears off from listening to latest gossips and stories from this 2 guys...
whenever they went for vacation or outings...
their voice will be miss a lot....

a lot of listeners called the hotline to give comments on the split of morning crew...
some even THREATEN to stop supporting and listening to HITZ.FM...
but for me..
i will continue to support HITZ.FM...
no matter how..or even if the breakfast show is canceled off...
this is because...HITZ has become a part of my life...
wherever i go...92.9 will be the only frequency i will tune in to...

may the best of luck stay with this 2 guys...
and hope that all the listeners of HITZ.FM will continue to show their support...
Thank You JJ and RUDY...

one of their PARODY

last talk of Rudy before leaving

~ck~

2008-11-14T00:27:00.005+08:00

referring to all the older post i had uploaded...
it is a clear fact that my college life is getting more and more boring...
everyday...
every college day...
we spent the time just chit chatting with other college mates...
looking for new hot chicks...
bla bla bla...

but..
there is some changes during this week...
i was insanely addicted to a new forum..
all about jokes...
take a view on it...
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/2968/
although some of the jokes might be abit disturbing...
but...
its just meant to cheer up your tired and turgid day...

for me..
it works fine..
excellent...
this post..
i will focus more on the task that i needed to finish before the end of this september...
p/s....this week is week no.8 from 14 weeks of my studies...

this semester...
all of us..(FROM G2..APIIT FOUNDATION)
needs to take 3 subjects...
which is...
PIT
CIT
RMDS

for PIT...we need to submit weekly task sheet to the lecturer...
topics for each weeks are related to the progression of your assignment..
during the last week...
we need to compile all our work and submit it as a piece of individual work AGAIN to the lecturer...
most of us do the task during the last minute..
i mean LAST MINUTE...
DURING THE LECTURERS CLASS...
unlike one of my wise college mate...which is....~~Gan~~
he does not even completed one of the weekly task sheet.....
i dont know how is he gonna save his *s$ this time...
PROGRESS>>>>>>>>60%

for CIT...
a group assignment is a must for the subject..
we choosen fly.fm as the interview company..
but..
till now..
we has not even tried to get the interview application from the administration of apiit..
we did not create the question..or honestly saying...we has not even touch the assignment questions...
PROGRESS>>>>>>>-30%

for RMDS....
we had alot of out topic discussion...
maybe it is the way the lecturer teaches..
creates pros and cons to us as students....
we had our group discussion...
and we suppose to present it last 2 weeks...
but..after the delays from the lecturer....
until now MY GROUP HAS NOT EVEN PRESENTED....
about the individual assignment??
no idea...
PROGRESS>>>>>>0%

in the start...
i love the group discussion for RMDS....
it involves a lot on business...
here...UNRATED...
i present to you...~~Kai Xuan~~
one of my colleagues...
also know as....
MY HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGER....

walking in the rain...
with his cute cute umbrella...

hunting for something i guess...>..<

the infamous vista dunnoe wat wat bread...

trying to hide from his friends...

busy eating??

well..
besides that...
here is some incredible marketing strategy to sell its product..
more popular towards the feminine market..

here is present...
HANDZ OFF...

Anti-Masturbatory Gum..

Ingredients and description..

give it a try u despo sex maniac..
puffing off...
here by..
thanks for reading my blog..
drop more craps in the cbox...
c yax...
~ck~

p/s...a special video dedication to u all...

meter of boredom?

2008-11-06T00:52:00.003+08:00

well well well....
referring to the blog entry that i posted few weeks ago...
i bet...
i mean...
I BET..!!!!
u all can understand my feelings....
ON HOW DAMN GAO F*CKING BORING IS MY COLLEGE LIFE NOW!!!!

the classes were like...hypnotizing...
tempting u all by damn many ways...
temping and persuading u all to sleep....

during this semester...
we did not even download the lecture slides from our college infamous LEARNFINITY
we did not even touch the assignments yet...
all the things were placed at the last minutes...

recently...
most of our class's students...especially boys...
were totally infected by the DAMN GAO SIEN sickness...
a new kind of diseases that were confirmed spreading rapidly around APIIT FOUNDATION UCFF0801{G2}

please check yourself to ensure you did not get infected by this disease...
let me tell u all the symptoms..

#1...posing numerously during classes

#2...stick and stuck to electronic devices...(handphones and etc...)

#3...focusing on un-relevant stuff

#4...playing RED ALERT3 DURING CLASS!!!

#5...whole gang sleep during class...

#6....sleep in the next class

#7...doing crazy things without consideration of the brain

#8....Have a DAMN healthy FOOD

#9....have lunch with damn many peoples..

clear with my points..

now..
dear... all students of APIIT..or even FOUNDATION STUDENTS...
drop by my blog..
leave me a comment..
tell me...
which class ROCKS THE MOST and WHICH CLASS IS THE LAMEST??

i wan to get a survey...
thank you...

Spinning off with my head stick stuck to my body.....
exploding....
BUSHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

~ck~

seeking for forgiveness

2008-10-30T23:13:00.002+08:00

i am a very emotional guy...
for ur information...
i always got pissed off easily...
just a small matter....
u can c the gloomy cloud on top of my head..
and the lightning are ready to strike any innocent victims...

sorry to my dear...
miss hei ji lyn..
today...
i yelled at her...shouted at her...
just for a small reason....a small matter....
i regret about what happened today...

this is not the first time that happens to me..
i tried to change...
but..
the progress...
dissapointing...
i am so sorry.....
i do really hope u can forgive me..
sorry about my rude attitude....my words..my intonations..
i am so sorry....

please do forgive me.....
waiting for ur answer...

sorry my dear...~hei ji lyn

2008-10-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

sorry...
i admit..
i was way too over sensitive..
very very sorry..
i apologized on that..

i knew something more important...
arguments happen on us this 2 nights..
i admit..
i cant bare the feeling of losing u again...

i am so sorry..
forgive me please...

9 month

2008-10-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

some of you might be guessing....
why i did not post about things happened between me and her...
eventually...
there is too much things happened between me and her in the past 1 month...

but..
after enduring all the pain and hardship together...
we be back together...
yes..
we be back together...
the feel could not be erased so easily..
the memories between us are clearly engraved deeply in our heart...

i believe..
both of us cant let go each other..
in the past..currently..and in future...
things are getting better now...
toleration and we understand each other more than the past..
because we realize something very important...
too important to neglect it anymore.......

~ck~

my sis wedding

2008-10-22T23:47:00.005+08:00

Been busy lately....
WHY???
been elected and selected to be the main COORDINATOR for my sister's wedding...
which was held during 17-19 of October 2008....

introducing......
the wedding couple......

aikks...wrong picture tim...(must be the blog problem lar...heheheh)

this is the real one...
Adrian & Jessiein the process of being the most beautiful for THAT DAY!!!
Jessie and the make-up artist....
if interested...kindly contact me...

changing 1 apple and 1 orange for 1 BIG GAO GAO ANG PAO....

those with banana..line up plz....
Adrian and all the HENG DAIs.....

getting the blessings from my dad and mum

beside my sis...
my cousin from australia..
purposely flew back to attend the wedding....
so sweet...:)harry did his job well...
help to entertain all the guest around...
by the way..
those who don't know..
the hairy hairy 1 is HARRY lar...

all things are well aligned...

the chocolate was delicious

the singer rocks...
she sing few chinese songs...
make the whole crowd was like...
hey...the song she sing de ar??

my sis and all her jimuis....

the gigantic..humongous....
5-storey fake cake..

at here...
as a damn good brother..
wishing both of them...
blessed with happiness throughout their life...

kinda not used to the atmosphere without my sis around now...:(

this is just some of the pictures for my sister's wedding..
hope u all enjoy it..
cheers all...
YAMMMM..................SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ck~

boredom to the max

2008-10-16T01:37:00.004+08:00

well..well..well...
long time din meet up with all my readers...

i was quite of tied up with my hectic schedule of life...job...and also study...
as for my studies...
i was required to get my a** to my college just 3 days a week.....
and the lessons for a day does not more than 7 hours a day....

putting myself in a IT college helps me to understand more about computing stuff...
i admit...ITA (tutorial) was a very good lesson for me...

but....the nightmare comes...
we had our joyful 3 weeks holiday...
coz of our Zohan need to go oversea to settle of his unfinished business...
well...
things turns out quite badly....

we are so sick of the 3 subjects that we need to take now...
futhermore...
the lecturer was like...
too much for us.....
we are not so serious about scoring high marks in this subject.....
here is some evidence to prove that we are dominated by this sense of boredom...

few example of my course mate:

Sleeping style #1 Sleeping style #2Sleeping style #3bird watching @ bird hunting taking a break...watching *videos*getting the a** for the last minute assignment taking picture of people sleeping act of randomnes...get more newspaper..recycle??the king!!challenge him for the highest stack of newspaper he can fit in his bag...

China made Products ain't incompatible

2008-09-30T12:32:00.002+08:00

well...being stuck with my Part-time life currently...having to work after college is very very tiring...standing and looking....wishing every second and minute pass by faster..so that the day can end faster and looking forward for a better tomorrow..

being a newbie in working environment enable me to learn plenty of things that wasn't taught to me before...being a newbie means that you need to work harder so that you can cope up with the performance of all the other staff...you would not want to be looked down by ur superior or your colleagues...

something that really pissed me off is the perception of the customer...why must everyone be so biased about the products that are made from China? China is just another gigantic manufacturing country in the world..one of the most recognized production and supplier....

every customer or people wants things that benefit themselves....the main criteria...
1. extra GOOD quality
2. extra GOOD design
3. extra GOOD material
4. extremely CHEAP PRICE!!!!

how can you all demand for all the good qualities and design when ur budget is way below the market price? every product or things that people wants must be the cheapest of all but must contain the best material and design....HELLO......do you think the good good material and design very low price de meh??

everyone thinks that CHINA made product ain't good..everyone thinks that after i purchase the product then it will broke after a few days or weeks...it can't last long....everyone thinks that if he/she purchases a CHINA made product will be looked down by their friends...

nowadays....70% of the products found in the market are made in CHINA...not to be bias...i agree SOME of the CHINA made product are not good...but it is just a small portion from the gigantic volume of product produced by them...

purchasing a CHINA made product is better than u buy a LV bag in PETALING STREET lar....if all of you thinks that CHINA product really that sucks...then why you all so damn impressed with the summer OLYMPIC games...it is MADE IN CHINA TOO!!!

think before you all made the statement...CHINA products doesnt means low quality...low standard...it is just the manpower there are cheap and that makes the product is much cheaper in the market...

TRUST?

2008-09-23T00:28:00.001+08:00

wat is love without trust..
mayb the relationship in the past..
we do not have any trust in each other..
we did not have the confidence feeling...
we scared to lose each other..
but..
we still love and care each other...

now..
i am struggling..
to gain back trust from the one i love...
she lost trust on me..
i know..
its hard to ask her to trust me again..
believing me of not hurting her anymore..
and gv her more and more happiness...

but...
i am working hard now..
i dare to swear..
it shows how sincere am i...
how much u weight in my heart..
coz i realli need you...

announcement!!

2008-09-22T01:18:00.001+08:00

currently...
i am working in mid valley now...
due to this..
i cant realli find time to realli show my emoness...
maybe its time to let go my region of emo kingdom...
someone will replace my place..the emo king..
but...
no one will replace ck chan that you all know..
cheer up...

i swear...
i will do watever i said in my pledge..
i will not break it..
or..
the god will punish me with the worst consequences

secret

2008-09-20T02:23:00.001+08:00

what i can do now??
sitting down...reflecting on what happen..
yes..
i have my best buddy in college..
some of you might not know who he is..
but..
he is the one that truly really understand me...
he know what am i undergoing..
most of my stuff...
i tell him...

there is many things i cant leak it out..
i cant tell out...
even her did not know about it..
i would rather she did not know it...
she do not have to bear the responsibility to care and know about me anymore..
me might face each other in college..
causes many unwanted things to happen..
but..
it will be off soon..
it will...
just..
he will know it all...

a PLEDGE

2008-09-20T02:09:00.002+08:00

sincerely and honestly...
this is the only pledge and swear in my life...
it will not be any of these anymore...or again..

me...chan chee keong...
will not get involve in any relationship in a certain period of time..
I WILL NOT!!!

why??a msg that creates a huge misunderstand between me and the person that i love the most..
i do not expect such thing happened...
i do not want such thing to happen...

i just wan to be back with her..
bearing the pain without her was too much for me..

call me silly...
call me stupid...
i know..
this might not get her back to me...
maybe most of you are thinking i was begging for sympathy...
begging for mercy..and then she sure will come back to me..
for this period of time..
i will isolate myself...
i will not entertain any msgs or even calls from anyone...
there is a stage for the limitation...

i wish i could turn the time back around..
i wish i can be back with her..
but..even how..
i hope the best for her...
if she thinks that the one now with her is the best solution for her...
go for it...
i wont stop you..
juz to let you know..
i am always right beside u...
a caring soul...
a peaceful spirit...

the pledge will be activated now...
2.15am 20th september 2008

it has been 5 days...
5 days full of pain..

a step before 3rd sem...

2008-09-14T01:52:00.003+08:00

images and scenes of the stress of everyone was having during the second semester flashed in my mind. i wonder..will it repeat again in this semester? i wonder...how long i can be with this current gang of classmates.

all this while, we shared laughter and cries together..cursing all the due dates of the assignment..cursing on how bad the other SPECIAL classmate was...gossiping...and the true fun was....looking at everyone..nervous...on the day we take our final exam on the second semester.

bonds are tighter now...and each one of us have our own vision and mission in our mind..our own TACTICAL objective to achieve our STRATEGIC objective...concerning all the INTERNAL and EXTERNAL environment that will affect our study ORGANISATION.

minds are full with FINANCIAL MATHS and INDEX..where even during DOTA or SKYPE...all people are afraid of the subject..which causes the main fear point to our class...say it in another way...our class was not really good in this subject...

for 7 weeks...PARLIAMENT and JAPANESE OCCUPATION juggle around...and we do not really care about the contents and the module...UNTIL the day before we need to sit for the exam...honestly...the lecturer was way too generous in giving us marks for our assignments...upon 10..some group can gain 9.9....he is way too generous...why? he wants all of us to pass the module...according to the rules...if we fail one of the LAN subject..we fail for all the other subjects in that particular semester....

the first day in our semester...we were taunted by a DR....her way of speaking sounded as we are so rebellious like the students she had before...WE learned a lot of things from her...DO NOT JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR LOOK...she look too young to be a doctor...she tried her best not to make the class boring...with a lot of in class activities...VERBAL and NON-VERBAL communication...her good will and determination developed us from a presentation noobie..to a well-prepared presenter...we can present to big crowds or company...no doubt....

lastly....=IF(****,"**","**")...remember this...we nearly screwed up or ITA assignment...due to extremely intelligent software development from microsoft..till today..i can be sure..not many from my class know the main point of having and access...HELP IS VERY HELPFUL...i doubt the statement..teaching on just how much she is paid off...all she knew was to discuss other stuff in the class...on how fun was going to zoo with her family....

all this brings ups and downs in our class...from DEVIL MAY CRY 4...to the marketing strategy...CINCAI...INSIDEOUT...WOMEN SHAPED FRAGNANCE..TOOTHPASTE...and a SUBMARINE...with brilliant and creative idea...we blew the lecturer off...well beyond her expectation.....

taken minutes before QM test..

hoping and praying...all the best for the 3rd semester...just having a class of 3 days in a week...ranging from 8.30 till latest on 3.10..its good to relax..after 2 hectic semester

cheers all...
~ck~

2004

2008-09-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

The year was 2004, when a person in my family that was extremely close to me has to leave us. Her time has come. Reaching the age of 88, she seems to be one of the strongest will power senior citizens that can be seen in my residential area. All the neighbors are delighted with her presence. For your information, the one I am talking about is my grandmother.
Since I was a child, my relationship with her was extremely good. During my childhood, I was always left in the house with my grandma. She is the one who take care of me, care me and understand me the most. I had been pampered and given things that I want and I never been punished for the things I did wrong.
Things happened unexpectedly. On one unfortunate day, my grandma fell in front of the bathroom. To worsen the case, my grandma was diagnosed to have a minor stroke on her left side of the body. Procedures and documents are arranged so that my grandma was admitted to a government hospital. We have the choice to send her to a private hospital but after thousands of discussion, my grandma was admitted to the hospital where my cousin was working in. With him observing my grandma, all my aunty and uncle seem more relieved.
Chinese believed that when an elderly fell down, it was an early symptom for that person. It means that the time for the person has come. After an x-ray examination, the doctor told us the news that none of us expected and none of us wanted to hear the news. My grandma was diagnosed with stomach cancer *to be soft, it is also called as stomach ulcer*. Stomach cancer is one of the most suffering cancer type diseases. Carrying a disease like that means that you cannot even digest the food you had put in your mouth and having blood in your feces. More and more bloods are drained out from my grandma’s body.
At last, the doctor asked us to bring back my grandma, saying that we must treasure the time with her. All my aunties and uncles promised that they will take turns to take care of my grandma, but at last, ended up with me and my sister staying all night long taking care of my grandma. When questioned, all my aunty and uncles give plenty of unreasonable excuses just to neglect their responsibilities as a filial child.
October of that year, my grandma passed away. During that time, all my relatives that haven’t showed up before this came to pay their last respect. Complains after complains on my family saying that they can take care of my grandma better. After the funeral, my father’s siblings seem to break apart. All of them do not visit each other anymore, except for Chinese New Year.
2 years later, another unfortunate incident happened. Just after 2 days of my grandma’s death remembrance, my 2nd uncle passed away. He was a strong man, carrying the burden of supporting the family all by him. Breakdown of all the important parts of his body is his death cause. It happened to sudden as I was the last person that saw him alive, taking an afternoon nap in my bedroom.
This year, my oldest uncle was diagnosed a major sickness. Cancer. He fell just days before my grandma’s death remembrance day. Everyone does not hope the same thing to happen again. Everyone pray hard so that he can live through this crucial period. He undergoes a major operation last Friday. Doctor says that due to his weak lung, he might get stroke during the operation, and it will take his life. We waited for 7 full with worries hours. But, he undergoes a successful operation but we still doubt whether he is strong enough to withstand his life any longer.
All of this causes stress and more pressure to me. I worried things will be uncontrollable. I knew it will bring a huge impact to my family and I, but memories of the past just seem to hunt us whenever the day was just around the corner.
Believe me, for certain conditions, old folks home and euthanasia wasn’t the worst choice you can make. It might be the best thing that you can do for your love ones.
~ck~

gloomy day

2008-09-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

it happens last 3 days..
things realli get off handed...all things appeared to be uncontrollable...
we had a very very big arguement...very very BIG....it really bring impact to both of us...
lack of toleration and emotions take over on our decision making...
both of us released temper like volcano erupted...
yelling and shouting...
i am realli sorry for what happened...

that day..
i was really tired...
after the whole day...doing something good...as a part of the family...
reach home quite late...and forced to have dinner with my friends...accompany them..
eventually..i get my chance to get off earlier by treating them dat nite...
all of them saying that i am not as cheerful as before..maybe...just maybe..

after i reached home...i posted a post..as in my promise..
i did...i called her...and that is when the tragedy happens...
being tired and stressed up...
i could not think properly...
i made the stupidest decision in my entire life...
i said i wan to end this relationship..
although...we both still care and love each other...
but...i just..........................................

soon..after dat..after many discussions and talks...
we be back together..
it has been a habit.... a must...we been too close together...
that is why i realized i need her so much...
just too need her....

~ck~

entering a new phase of relationship

2008-08-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

to be exact...after so many arguements...
we finally settled down and lived normally...
both of us know how to tolerate better and understand the wants and needs of the other half...
here is some picture of us...

picture of us before skating

tired....

blek at each other...
this is what that bring us together..."LOVE"

who in this earth does not want their relationship to last as long as possible??
i wan to be with her as long as i can be.....
i dont wan to lose her...
i cant afford to lose her...
mayb..after i posting this post...
things will happen.....
sure..
i know it...
but..i hope it can be solved as soon as possible...

~ck~

reviewing the past..

2008-08-19T01:02:00.003+08:00

nearing to 7 months...
we had numerous..uncountable moment of arguments...
every time we argue...its most becoz of the temper we both having...
intolerance to be exact...
all this things happen quite fast..
but..i do enjoy all the happy moments to be with u...
Evelyn Hei Ji Lyn...
if i were given a chance to choose...
to spend time having a everest high of cash..or spend time with u..
i will choose spend time with u...
coz..money cant buy u...but with u..i can get the thing that is most precious to me...
love and happiness...
mayb there is lack of trust between us...
but i am doin my best to regain back the feeling of trust between us..
so that..we can have the sweet sweet time again...
yesterday we think back how we celebrated every 23rd..
it signifies different meaning for each month...
it brings different emotions and meaning for us both...
i hope we can spend more 23rd together..
more and more....

from the deepest corner of my heart...
~ck~

Return of the EMO KING!!!

2008-08-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

after being dethroned for a certain period of time...
im back......
back to regain my region of emotional-full gao gao posts...
after been so hectic with college life.....i realize...i learnt alot from college...experiences...friendships...like never before..

college is a place to grow up...places that really prepare all of us before we really face the working environment...that give us a guide of do and don't in working force....all of us know...during working...that kind of environment is non-merciful...mean...full with acting that disguise their true attitude and manners...their true objective...

taking advices from seniors...those ppl who had been in the work force...not much ppl can upstand the word...YOU ARE FIRED!!!
some of us are down..after seeing the assignment or exam results...fine...i honestly admit that...now...exams and assignments are the one that reallli matter to us...but do u all think of what will happen to us when we make our first step in the working environment??

everything seem so fine for us now...why??coz there is ppl plan everything for us...parents...
they take wats the best for us...but we take it for granted...
we complain and complain..
keep on complain...
not enough...greed for more and more....
thinking what they gave us are insufficient...
does not match us...

friends....ppl that around us that surround us most of the time...
i can clearly say that..
most of my happy time..i shared with my friends.....no offense......i did spend my happy times with my dearest..and family...friends and foes...
which do u all prefer???

give it a shoot..experience the college life to the max.....with all the funs...excitements...ups and downs...
why dont realli enjoy it...
enjoy it to the max..
college life does not come twice....
after this thing...there will be a new phase in our life..
work.....

thats all..
no offense in my post here...

chaoz...
~ck~

more and more blogs...

2008-07-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

in collaboration with the durian season..blogs are now like durians...more and more blogs are spotted..just like u can see durians everywhere in stalls even in KESAS highway...

well......from my observation..more and more blogs are created...main reason to blog....=

to share the love story
to say the sad side of the love of them
to use it as online diary
to critic/comment
just to follow as it was trendy

well....all this were the main reason for blogging a post....seriously..my blog wasnt much on 'emo-ness" but...since all my course mates give me the title EMO KING....i accept it delightfully...

i was not sure why does ppl post about their love story on the net...for myself...i did not post the continuous sequence of how my social love life was progressing....some of the bloggers post their love story like series stories on the net....all the readers need to follow up...get a place in cyber cafe just to get a view on how the love life of the blogger was going on...

some were posting just to get sympathy from the reader...sorry for being straighforward...but...its true....for myself..whenever u cry..u need to solve ur own problems...
my sayings......there will always be sun after a huge massive gigantic thundestorm..

i dont care why does ppl blog now...but i do enjoy reading blogs...any more new blogs...gv me a link of it...i do enjoy reading blog.....

6 months anniversary

2008-07-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

not to boast around...i realli planned to post this blog post long time ago...
purposely dedicated to evelyn.....my dear...for the 6th month anniversary of our relationship...
meet in apiit....we started our relationship in a rather not so romantic way...in msn...flirting around with each other....during dat time..i was too shy to reveal out our relationship....coz...mayb it is still unstable..

soon after cny..love begin to bloom...to cherish...dats when we fell badly in the relationship..
although during this relationship..many problems and arguements pop up from nowhere...but we sure come out with solutions...coz we both realized...we cant let go the relationship easily..

both of us are too attached to each other...others may spotted...we are always stick together...things got bad during the 4th and 5th month...more and more arguements...i realli dont meant it...i tried my best to control my temper...after all the bumpy rides....things begin to sail smoothly....

starting to reach the 6th month....things gone to be very very sweet...like juz begin to couple duration...well....spent time together in genting...too memorable...too enjoyable....

~ck~

at last..holiday......>>GENTING<<

2008-07-24T21:25:00.003+08:00

well...after all the time been in studies....at last...we had our chance to get a break...
who cares how long was the break.....no matter 3 days or 4 days.....it really mean a lot to us...
how do you feel when u need to study for half a year...then only have a week for rest...have a peace in mind...
but...still...we had a lot of assignments due date coming...instead of working throughout the holiday...we planned to get fun to the max first...before work like "holy-tired dog"for the rest of the holiday...
behold....here i post the photos we took in genting....for those who cant join this time..hope that u all can join sum where near september...hari raya holidays....

the first step in theme park...

the pose was..........?????

no offense.....the front pair is current...after 30 years...
will be exactly look like the pair in behind

the leng lui of G2 Apiit UCTI Foundation level...
missing out 1 of the leng lui*opps*

realized the picture??these 2 ppl look like CHINAMAN that came down to Malaysia
just to look for their m*sstress

Hairy g*n f*cK g*y b*n
(for privacy purpose..i need to censored the name)

spot the smallest eye inside...

well..guess thats all the pictures....
during the genting trip...
we do really saw MIRACLE....well...u all know what i meant..
miracle= something unpredictable...

soon.....more blog post...
chaoz....
cheers..
~ck~

wait for u...

2008-06-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

Wait For You...Elliot Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Oooooo
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
But you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
Oooooo
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy (crazy)
Oooooo
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Oooooo
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Oooooo
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

like what the lyrics states....even what happen...how long it takes..i will wait for u...
like ppl say..life brief candle...
if i am the candle..u r the wax that made me...
if i am the candle..u r the light that makes me come alive...
if i am the shadow..u r the person and the light that made me...
if i am the flower..u r the bees that accompany me during all my life...

dear..what i wanna say at here is that...u r my life..u made me..
if u leave me...i will be an empty shell..lifeless shell...
i enjoyed every moment we shared together...
i enjoyed all the tease and the jokes we had together...
i love all the moment with u...

dear...all this long...we quite been through many things...
all the things we been through..it make more and more experience to us..
to understand each other more...so that...we can treat each other better..
after all the arguments...we forgive each other...
coz...i think we cant really leave each other...

we know each other in a very short period...
it does..but..it does not means that it will bring a threat to us...
in fact..im glad i met u in the first place...

everytime i see u in pain..
i am heartache...
felt hopeless..
cant do anything...
but..spiritually....
im with u dear..
accompany u to go through all the things u r facing....

wait for u....

2008-06-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

even what happened...i will wait for u...mainly because of love...after all the things we had been together...after all the moments we spent together...all the problems we solved together....the happy and cries we spent together...

all this...this is what that makes me stayed with u..i did not care about the negative side of u...i juz want the cheerful smile from ur face..that is enough to cheer me up the whole day....that is really enough...

all the moments we spent together made me fell more on u...although i look kinda "cool"...did not care much about u...but i really hope u can feel the things i do for u..its just for u...

as i said...the feeling wont change..wont...!!!

~ck~

time for self reflection

2008-06-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

second sem...as i inform u all..it has been the busiest sem in the whole damn year in apiit...when all the others have their holidays..we dont have it...why???i dont even know it...

assignment week are just around the corner...and..all of the students will be stressed up due to the work load...mainly because of 2 reasons...
1. they work hard to complete all the assignments with flying colours..
2. they work hard to complete all the assignments by copying others assignments

thats the fact..even college...we still have the copy homework tradition here practiced...

besides that..i notice many of my classmates including me badly slapped by the impact of fuel price raised in this boleh land....well..food prices are raising and all the things are raising...even now..u can seldom see cars speeding in the highways...and guess what...u can see lesser cars on the road now...

even now my classmates seldom drove his car to the college...well...the rumors said that the fuel price will raise again in august....to freaking RM4.70.....shit...even my dream of having a car is crushed...not even gan's dream...my classmates said that he will persuade his mom to buy him a bike...to save petrol...well..i think even he will have the problem to pump petrol to his 1200cc motorbike...

after been so long as a college student...its time to reflect on what i done so far...most on 2nd sem...
i think that myself changed from sem 1 compared to now...(please comment)
alot more things happened that triggered myself to change..to suit myself to the new environment...

always i encourage and motivate myself...there will be a bright sun behind the dark clouds...
there will always be better things after those obstacles or bad things you are facing..just face it positively and everything will be fine...think on the positive way...it will ease us more...and it will help us making decisions better..

i realli hope this helps...
thanks..
~cheers~
~ck~

i don't know....

2008-05-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

supposingly...i need to write this blog...
due to fulfill a punishment...well....i did it willingly..juz for my dear...
before i went for training..i knew something happened...mayb its too sudden...so u din tell me...
or mayb u have other reasons...please tell me...please...
worries....cant stop worrying about u..but its still a good thing...shows that i care about u..whatever happens..i will be right here supporting u...like when u go for ur singing competition...and lend u a shoulder whenever u are down..
maybe this few weeks..i spent less time with u...but it does not mean anything...hope u understand it...packed up timetable is 1 of the factors..and i too involved in many other stuff....i already tried to spent all my free time to u..juz...spare me some time to reaarange it...please...
ur ice cream and donuts will be delivered soon...

SeCoNd sEm...

2008-05-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

well....beginning of second sem...kinda boring...the subjects are damn freaking borings...
its like the second module of the subjects we learn on the 1st semester....
believe me....its hard to get through the days in the 2nd sem...for 4 months dude....imagine dat..

i believe any college or university won't have the same timetable as we does...

for monday...i had ITA (IT application) for the whole day..
the next day...my class started for 8.30 till 7.30 ler....omg..after dat got taekwondo gym training summor...
wednesday was kinda fine...
thursday.....4 different subjects man...how to absorb all...
and......friday...wah lao.......
super marathon on MALAYSIAN STUDIES....4 solid gao-gao siu la ba hours...

wah lao....its just like SEJARAH translated into ENGLISH....got damn it...but its still good...
we don't need to study back again the nabi-nabi stuff.....

the subject i love the mose currently...of course introduction to business
why???
coz...im taking business...and we also developed our own business....
MIG....aka...MEN IN GREEN

try to imagine this...me..joshua..sotong...gan...hon tung...
wearing the tuxedo and the coat taken from outkast hey yea video...
and driving a BMW or a MERZ collecting garbage.....fantastic..first in the field...
with just modal of RM 2,000 from each member....we will be millionaire within 2 years...our target...for more information..kindly find us....AT APIIT....

by the way...APIIT was kinda happening this few weeks...most because the new intakes...
you all know-lah...the admin try to impress the new students..so that they can bring more friends here...

well...even us...G2 members might be involved in the NESTLE ice cream advertisement..
you know..the techno and retro things....
they came to APIIT and gave us FREE ice creams...well..we need to do some stuff though...

posing for nestle

the video part....15 seconds...

and now..the damn cool part....

the drawing that beat mona lisa painted by leornardo da vinci..

after all hard work we put through the first sem..
exams...
assignments....
sohais lap top being stolen....
its time to say bye for those ppl that parted.....we work before..good team...
and lastly...

yam sheng for all....cheers...

time to slide out...
cheers...
~ck~
chaoz...

G2 in sem 1...

2008-05-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

so fast..tml will be the starting of the second sem for foundation level of G2...
well...things happened too fast..in fact..during the period of time..many things happened..laughters..cries...cheers..chaos...too many things to talk about...most of the time..we past our time laughing out...enjoying ourselves to the max...

well...in fact..this 4 months..i know all the ppl in g2...a memorable 1...krane...well...before this...many of us throw a lot of comments to him..sorry bout that...and...i notice that he changed a lot..he is the one who always wanted to reach the higher bar..to perform better...gan...famous for his 'sakai-ness' ...stomped on ppl's car...well...luckily its not my MYVI...or else..u r dead...joshua...well...he teaches me a lot of things about IT...i am completely an IDIOT in IT..all my classmates teach me a lot about computer...elvin...the words from his mouth easily poke ppl around..well...we know him and we are used to it already....wai weng and the group...they always da gei in the back of the class..but..they too passed for the second sem....kent...sometimes he looks moody...sick..and easily disturbed...but...he is the most experienced 1 in the class..i will always seek for his advice...well...will be with him for the futher years of studies in apiit...benjamin...ppl said he was gay...apparently..he wasn't..he was the kind that isolate himself and look at the surrouding..well..he is too a good listener..and he gives brilliant ideas....farm...very very good in maths...work hard and u sure can get ur hands on SUK KOON de...sotong..the one with 8 hands..always RO..but when group assignment..he realli did his part...a good team player..lastly..evelyn...my dear...help her alot during these days...well..she ady did all she can..all the things that she can afford to do so...credits to her..

futhermore...i wanted to give credits to.....

my OSE group assignment members-although it is a short period of cooperation..it means alot...we did our best...juz there is abit lack of evaluation....

my ENG sketch group-we work hard to bring laughter to u guys...appreciate it well....

lecturers-especially miss nadiah....teaches us alot..i think alot of us also think so...

and friends and all classmates of G2..thanks for the continuous support..remember u guys deep in my mind...

cheers....
~ck~
looking forward to 2nd sem...

a lOnG wAit3d PoSt..

2008-05-01T13:06:00.002+08:00

just too long that i can remember when i even posted the last post...im not like krane...maybe...i had left the blogging habit some where...well...suddenly...thought of posting just because..i wanted to say something....serious...

now..sitting down in front of my pc while my knee was shaking...too painful...omg..after the blow just now...i can hardly stand up....need helps from my friends..for quite long..i had not felt the pain...i avoided training just for full recovery..unfortunately..things turns up badly...haiz....how i can walk tomorrow??haiz....rest for the whole day today well...

im sorry coz yesterday i make sum1 very very upset....realli sorry....i know..im kind of out of tune....those words come out from my mouth..i don't really know what happened to me...all i need...ur forgiveness....

haiz..tomorrow going to J hse for the ose project...most probably we can finish it tomorrow..hopefully..sorry team...im a bad leader..all things done in the last minute...

exams....assignments...competition..things rushing towards me like tsunami wave....haiz............

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....headache...

chaoz...
kinda out of mood de ~ck~

tO feLLow rEadErS.....

2008-04-20T22:33:00.001+08:00

sorry...it has been ages since the last post...just to announce...
i was kinda BUSY for this fellowing weeks....
i promise u all..i will post a mega huge post after May 15....wait for it.....
coming soon in this blog...!!!!

chaoz...
cheers
~ck~

dULaNeSS tO tHe MaXxxxxxx...........

2008-04-12T01:55:00.004+08:00

damn dulan ler now...alot of things happen during the night...damn it...firstly...we planned to go to TITIWANGSA for the EYE OF MALAYSIA de...well..coz of lack of cooperation of a guy...he said that his 'expensive' kembara cant fit in 5 people de wor...wat the crap...at last....it makes me to drive...although with all the headaches and dizziness...i knew i shouldnt drive..but..the condition does not allow me to do so...

here come the dulan part...i was actually goin to follow his car...halfway..he said he does not know the way to go there...SWT....KNS....so..i took the lead...and i nearly met with an accident in OFF Jln IMBI...damn it...the dizziness really drive me crazy.....so..he follow the other way...i went to the wrong way....and...at last..i ended up in smart tunnel...damn it...CHERAS CONNAUGHT....means that i need to start all over again...but this time..with all my wisdom and the brain cell that i can gather....i used another path...ampang...eventually...i ended up in KLCC....but i still cant go to TITIWANGSA...haiz...damn it...petrol is running out summor...

in that damn nite...i travel passed ZOUK...PAVILLION..GRAND MILLENIUM HOTEL..TIMES SQUARE...BB PLAZA and damn alot more..the most ridiculous thing is when i passed PAVILION for 3 time...3 times....OMFG....who the h**l built the kl roads...the road sign is the most ridiculous item used in malaysia...u know..malaysians are famous at simply point things to others...for example...when the mrr2 cracked..samy vellu pointed it as the fault of the god as the nature behaving is taking over the construction..saying that mrr2 crack coz of heavy rain fall..haiz..that is wat he did..when the correct path to a location is located on the left..the sign board pointed it to the right...F**k..it makes me ended up in serdang at last....

finish with the words..i gonna post some pictures this time...

creator of malaysian road

tolls are making me crazy

leg of my frens and I...(after soaking in hot spring)

my leg(the veins are popping out)

HERE COMES THE PICTURE OF THE WEEK
WHENEVER I SEE THIS PICTURE...
IT CALMS ME DOWN

APIIT next TOP MODEL....
dominating....

thats all for this post...cheer up...
chaoz...
~ck~

to miSS e*****......

2008-04-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

haha...this post is dedicated to u...since u said u wanted to punish me...!!!!!
well...i won the thing...seriously..i really did my best..i didnt expect to get such result...well...most of the people there are shocked..coz it has been a curse for us to face the other club....
it had been more than 70 days we met...recalling back the memories with u was the sweetest moment ever...well..i hope it was the same to u...sorry for making u upset yesterday...well..there is too much things for me to think about...
haha....since u said ur heng dai confessed to u..it does not shocked me..it was in my prediction...well..wat i told u yesterday...i hope he would not confess to u.....haha..and i also promise d to accompany ur mum to go for the walk...for me...it was ok de..but at first..it shocked me a little...
u had accompanied me for a quite long term of period...even many ppl are envy of us....in fact..i really hope this relationship will last as long as possible...remember wat u promised me...cook for me...i wan to eat PAN MEE!!!!haha...welll...mayb not this time....i actually had a dream...very silly dream.....and u r my first gf to cook for me...haha...

m3 oN maGaZinE

2008-04-03T03:28:00.002+08:00

B@cK iN aCtiOn...

2008-04-02T23:22:00.005+08:00

well...been off awhile after my last post....a lot of things to do...college especially..kinda bz with it....entertaining others...hang out with frenz...as well as attending boring classes in college..a lot of things happened during this past weekend...a lot..i might as well highlight some of the CLIMAX of it....

train for taekwondo for 5 hours...(saturday...haiz..)
sleep...(13 hours???)
bitten by a mad dog of my neighbour.....
injections.....makes me numb in my left arm...might last days....
bb training(seniors are lc...)
play bb with some cool guys....(derick n jason)

well....college had a lot of things to deal with.......certainly.....works...works...and more works...haiz....this friday we had moral test somemore...OMG....mr.warren showed us some of the sample questions...quite tough lar.....

summarizing my college life...well..im still counting down the 3 years and 6 months date with my "precious" classmate...eventually....he is taking about the same course with me....some of my classmates are going crazy with the game nfs carbon...especially G**.....he skipped classes to finish the challenge...well..he is a genius...he is.....!!!!! he can skip multiple classes and he passed all his exams and assignments with flying colours....nice work bro..!!! he even scored highest in moral studies exam...26 out of 30....crazy ar??? the lecturer said he did well in the last question..regarding recommendation to the prime minister....then J*****...we both competed to score highest in his N-series handphone game....GROW UP......the fella with a lot of examples are still giving more examples during our class...haiz....someone stop him plz......others are like normal...just i notice some had emotion downfall...especially.....e**** and k****.....hope u all can bounce back.......be at the top and the best of u are....!!

on the other hand...we are invited by our MANAGER to train basketball on monday...then the devils arrived....the seniors...from the first word he talked...i knew he is not fond of us.....he does not like our presence...that is why K&K&K went back early....well...we did too...thats why...on that day...we pledged...we would not turn up during monday on the basketball court...i know..they are good in basketball..so what...ask them to play snooker with me lar....all together...5 vs 1..come on...i give them 101 points...come lar...i do not scared....if they cant beat me...they are worst than piece of .....dutttttttttttttttttttt.............

ok!!!!i need to stop to be emo.....hahahaha.....i wanted to put a emo meter in my blog..wait till i post a super+duper+power+puff+sponge+bob+happy+tree+friends emo post...hahahahaha..i know..someone beh tahan ady....

after been awhile off track from blogging...i recharge myself...well...lack of concentration and momentum when i need to study and also train...haiz....did 2 task with the same person...tiring though....haha...actually...there is a few photo i wanted to upload...but i do not want my blog to be flag.....i avoided from doing so....

well...seriously..we need to plan our group assignment...well..there is someone compared me to this....

BANANA!!!!

i already used to it...well...hahaha.....im not 100% banana...im just the skin...haha...

photos.....

we need this in apiit

i wanted to buy this to my precious classmate
keep his mouth shut!!!

Fast personality test - How clever you are.

There is a very very tall coconut tree,
there are 4 animals: king kong, ape, orang utan and monkey pass by
They have a competition to see who is the fastest to get the banana.

Who do you guess will win?
to see your personality

scroll down to see the answer.

if you chose :

orang utan = stupid
ape = foolish
monkey = idiot
king kong = silly

coconut tree no bananas.........

... obviously you're STRESSED by yr work......

DON'T FORGET WHEN YOU ARE IN CHINA!

See no buy!!!!!!!

A man went on a business to China and wanted to buy
some gifts for his kids.
He went to a shop and found a nice looking CD
player. Wary of buying
inferior goods, he asked the shopkeeper, 'What would
happened if this does
not work?'

The shopkeeper quietly points to the only sign in
English that reads:
'GUARANTEE NO SPOILT'

Feeling assured, he paid for the CD player and
returns to his hotel. He
tried to use the CD player after returning to the
hotel but it would not
even switch on.

He quickly return to the shop and asked for a refund
or an exchange for
another unit. When the shopkeeper refused to give
either, the man points to
the sign assuring him of a guarantee.

The shopkeeper then said, 'Brother, you are in
China. We read from the right
to the left.'

well...thats all for this post....hope this joke can cheer u all up...seriously....

cheers....
~ck~

I diD iT...

2008-03-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

today...a very memorable day...23rd of the month...the 2nd month...me her n few of my friends went to watch movie..well..its quite funny..but me n her doesnt realli enjoy to the max..she has alot to think....too much..i noe...she cant take it anymore..its been too much for her..all i can do..make her happy..for me...i was way too tired....slept at 4++ yday nite...n today..woke up at 7...haiz...got taekwondo..wat to do...sir say must go wor...at nite...around 9++..i got match...a snooker competition...i need to win..although those "kakis" not really pro...but..there is a condition...a very very pressurizing match for me...luckily...i have strong mental power...

the condition is not just winning the competiton...its was like adding the sum of marks i won the whole nite...wat a joke...i was very very stunned when i heard the condition...i know..he want to gain back my battling spirit...but...that condition onli suits me when last time i was quite good..now..i slack alot...misses alot of training...well..at last..i did it....i impressed my sifu...the first guy i beat wasnt "shuang"at me at all..haiz..sorry bro....

do you guys believe at "what comes around...goes around"means that..all the thing u did in the past..it will hunt u back...this time..i do believe...god....i know...u should have punished me...me...alone...not others..i cant bare to see her suffering..pls lar....

sorry..this post kinda short..i was badly injured now....after the match..i ran home..in rain...i wish the rainfalls will wake me up...then suddenly....BANG!!!!!!my beloved cue broke...my knee hurt...siu la ba...proton saga..hate it.....KNS....thats all..cant bare the pain liao..

by the way..tml is the starting for orientation..c all the new apiit-ians there...chaoz...

~ck~
(need a tongkat...not tongkat ali)

~sorry~(emo post...not for those damn solid-rock-like-heart-ppl)

2008-03-20T00:46:00.004+08:00

hmm...had u all heard the song...sorry by buck cherry??
well...i heard the song when i was driving to college in the morning crew of hitz.fm..the songs was kinda emo..but i love the meanings of the lyric..thanks to joshua chan...he send me the song..and i keep on repeating the song...over and over again...here is the lyrics....

BUCKCHERRY LYRICS

"Sorry"

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
(I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry)
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!
[Chorus]

i damn love this song...that is why i specially dedicated this song to all the people that reads my blog...especially those people that i hurt before and someone which is very very meaningful to me now...******...u really means the world to me...maybe...there is no one that can replace you....im sorry...i did things that hurt u before...i might be quite emo sometimes...but...i also have a weak side...whenever the weak point was struck..i was hopeless..needs someone to be with me..there is my friends...even my college friends or even my friends from my secondary school..i really appreciate your company...

few weeks already...i been hit by a very very bad headache..my back aches again..but i need to stand strong..i need to fight against the will of god...i want to train back on taekwondo...even thought my condition will limits my progression..but i want to contribute something back to school...i know...and i realize..few of us need to sacrifice something for the benefits of all the people..well..thats the circle of life..with sacrifices only there will be outcomes and results...i had been an optimism practicer in my life...every obstacle and the challenge i face with..i can handle it calmly...think of it..and predict what the consequences are...well...i did...i succeeded...

but this time..even how optimist i am..i could not hold back my emotions from taking over myself...i can not accept the fact..the thing that u told me..well..if it happens on me..i still can hold on..but i really could not hold my emo-ness when i see someone that is around me suffering...sometimes..i did something that hurt u...i know..i'm bad..but i already tried my best to change..in fact..i did perfectly...a new person is born...i'm sorry coz my emotions swings damn fast(this is to all my college mates...friends...zhi...seng..all) the upper part of the day..u can see me active like tiger..but after a period of time..i might be dead like zombie...sitting down alone..moody...i dont know why...i could not find the source of it...

to ******....i had been to use to be with u..ur tease...ur smile..the way u say the others are leng zai...but..its ok...it has been a part of my life..i dare not to think when all this disappear in my life...although it is just a short period..but i do really appreciate it...thanks a lot....honestly...i had not been so guai during my life..i did not hook up with other person...i had been solely,...committed to this..i know..this is what i should do..believe me..don't doubt me...

well...to all of u all readers...i wanted to say a big fat SORRY to all of you that i offended..maybe sometimes i had been to over-the-limit...i might sometimes...this song really reveals my feeling now..feeling down and lonely..i know...you guys will be there for me...yes i do!!...i really appreciate it...really..thanks a lot.....

by the way..try to hear this song...and also try this out....

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/
(test ur speed of typing)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOirYmd-890
(sorry by buck cherry)

well..this few days i might not be online or updating my blog..i have a 4 day holiday...(thursday+friday+saturday+sunday)...wooooohuuuuuu...i need to use the time wisely to recharge back my batteries...hey...even human also have battery ok..!!!!!!!!

cheers all...have a nice weekend.....
chaoz...
~ck~
~in the after-emo-process stage~

sLeEpiNg m@r@tHon...

2008-03-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

blur...mayb coz sleep for damn many freaking hours..wahahaha...after returned from genting..i was damn tired..wah lao....coz i had been waking up the whole nite..when joshua..elvin...suet yee...jing..n eve was sleeping so nice...i was thinking of many things when headache strikes me...damn it...

i dont use to eat ulphamol....panadol is the best companion...2 actifast will gao tim the pain..wat a relieve...headaches and flu..looks like period for me...juz it came very often this few weeks..i also dunnoe y...dun ask me....i hate flu more than i hate headaches....i rather exchange my flu with headache..coz..i couldnt bare the tiredness and boredom having flu..even with headaches..i still can do my regular routines..hahaha

well...i had received my SPM results....the results are as beautiful as stairs...got A B c and also D..wahahahaha...

these are my following results...

english a1

bm a2
maths a2
sej a2

add maths b3
moral b3
est b4

bio c5
phy c5

chem d7

well...im quite satisfied with the result..juz i mayb go remark for 2 subs...moral n est..i cant believe it...well...in the trial..i scored 90+ marks for the moral..n now..i got a b3 for it...haiz...speechless....

well..juz back from genting...arrive home around 7.30 lor...leave genting at 5.00 am...wow...during the trip back...the road was heavily covered with mist...god damn it...visibility=0..i was driving alone..alothough someone was beside me..i love to see her face when she sleep...without any worries...at least during dat 2 days..she is happy..glad dat can cheer her up....well..been to genting with juz 6 ppl inclucing me...elivn with his gf..n joshua with the gf....
elvin kena shoot gao gao...first word when she enter my car..talk to elvin...SI FAT GUAI...wah lao...the whole journey...elvin kept his mouth shut...prevent from kena shoot...then pick up his gf from bentong mcd..wah lao..shock all of us...elvin..u really didnt lie us..i will tell u wat it is...

reach there..check in...do alot of silly stuff....well...at least i can see the real face of joshua gf...wah lao..she laugh better than those japanese soldier after raping some malay aunties in malaysia last time...really scared me...haha..but i do believe that everyone was having a great time...IS IT??

well..when i reached home..i took bath...n sleep....from 8.00 sharp...i slept till 5.30..woke up..had the breakfast+lunch+dinner with my frens..then play snooker...although headache..i sapu the malay guy gao gao...i tot i was goin to lose...at least..i didnt embarrassed my sifu...wahahha..after the snookering..i went back home..sleep again..till 9.15...woke up..go mines..then headed to jusco..watch movies...then went back home around 3 gua..then sleep..till today morning around 11.20...just to watch american chopper..then watch csi...missed for a very long episode ady...

nite...had dinner with my family..superb happy coz thurs n fri no class..means holiday..wu huu.....dun forget..sum1 is booked by me.....

~~~~~here come the emoness~~~~~~(less emo ady lar...)

today..eve told me dat a siu la ba annoys her from few days ago..so she scolded him gao gao last nite...(well..i think dat he deserved it...do not ever mess with girls...) then today they met and play basketball...dat siu la ba..coz wanna pay revenge...he go tell others dat eve simply sleep with other guy..when she tell me...i was like...dat fella is in deep shit now...dun let me see that fella..or else..i gonna turn him from siu la ba...to big sifat loong....(ass-hole)coz dat fella really piss me off...and well done to eve coz she slap dat fella...good move...max combo...wow....

dats the end..and many ham sap lou go ask for eve de hp from all her frens...damn ham sap lar....if so desperate..call me lar..i bring them to jalan alor lar....no need so desperate...if no money...i pay rm30 lar..for the cheapskate agua to b*ow lar...hahaha..if u wanna f**k...also can..i pay for u all...juz with the condition..i gonna record it down...with cencoring ur face...

well...dats it....end here..gonna continue my marathon.....

cheers
~ck~

jOke...MaLaYsiAnS....

2008-03-13T23:36:00.001+08:00


> Why Malaysian Government insists on using English for math and science?
>
> This is because the whole world uses the language as an information and/or technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:-
>
>
> Hardware = barangkeras
>
> Software = baranglembut
>
> Joystick = batang gembira
>
> Plug and Play = cucuk dan main
>
> Port = lubang
>
> Server = pelayan
>
> Client = pelanggan
>
>
> Try to translate this:
>
> ENGLISH:
>
> That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.
>
>
> Now in BAHASA translation:
>
> Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.
>
>
>
> Now you know WHY...?
>


haha..seriously...this looks like kinda insult in malaysia..but truly..i does means something...i do really think that the government make the best decision
in this millenium when they decided to change so that science and maths to be taught in english..well..it does not cause any negative effect on students n people rite..
futhermore...all the people are comfortable learning those subs in english...

ps: this joke originated from kent....


~ck~

cLaRiFicAtiOn...

2008-03-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

attention to all people...for those people who read my blog...i would like to thank all of you guys...ladies and gentleman..i was alright and i had nothing t for u all to worry about...those nose bleeding + headache are some signs of late sleep and lack of sleep...thats all.....

mIddLe oF tHe niTE...

2008-03-12T04:42:00.002+08:00

well...just woke up from sleeping..too much things to think about already....the main reason i woke up...its becoz i was damn headache..n my nose is bleeding...again...WTF...haiz...even my shirt for sleeping also full with blood...me..myself..was so shock that this time it become worst...for how it been like this..this is totally secret..i cant tell u all...futhermore..when i woke up and try to stand..the same problem occurred..haiz...

SPECIAL DEDICATION TO MS.******(no offense)

actually..i don't know what to say anymore...i was stunned..completely stunned...i didnt expect it to happen so fast...i shouldn't be happen so fast..if can..i rather hope that it happen to me...i really do...why....cause i really love you...too many things jumble in my head...in a corner...i really afraid that this is a lie..i am afraid that u take this reason to crack the relationship...if it is like that...i rather u don't make urself suffer and just straight to the point...sorry..i'm not doubting u....but...a lot of things appeared in my mind...

i don't really care whether it is 2 weeks..2 months..or even 2 hour...i just hope that u are alright...no matter how long the time frame was...i will be by ur side..even if u really wan to leave me...things happened so sudden...its just like all the problems start to appear after we started..if i was the cause...i apologize...i may leave...if things can be turned over with my sacrification..i can do it..i will...

sometimes..i think that im not good for u..didnt suit u...mayb i didnt spend enough time with u..but i already tried my best...i maybe tease u sumtimes..but i do really think that some of ur fans really love u more than i do...even 1 of them are willing to be the 3rd party...my heart crashed...if u really love him..or anyone of them...just go ahead...i would not block the way...

today u asked me the question..i was shocked..apparently...ur intonation was like hinting me that there is another guy beside me...maybe i was wrong..i know..i should not tell all this things..but...if i did not tell out...things might be too late for me...i will deeply appreciate this 2 weeks if i can...IF I CAN....i will try my best....pray hard....

~ck~

bLacK n wHitE

2008-03-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

for those who noes me in the college..u all might notice this thing...all the shirt i have...just made up of....BLACK & WHITE..by the way..today i got criticize gao gao...

the story begins like this..this morning i was fetching my friend to his gf house..on the way...i went to bank to make some withdrawals...when i was inside..i saw a damn leng lui de leng lui inside the bank..wow...breathtaking....she was gorgeous...when i say about leng lui...the grades are like A..but those leng lui among leng lui....grade it urself...then another man comes in with his fren..
the he say...wah...workers from SUB also wake up so early de ar?wah lau er...coz i was wearing black all over...i was said that i work for SUB...i was like....siu la ba....i dont care if people says that i wore black all over..but i do care people said about u working at a not so pleasant place..which sells clothes...that are mainly black..shit...

another stupid thing occur..is when i went to mamak..few weeks ago..i was so familiar with the mamak..till i can add the limau..or kopi...or milo by myself...then an aunty came...oii...kasi nasi lemak satu....ALAMAK.....dont the aunties knows that MAMAK are for MUSLIMS WORKERS??

tips for new drivers...(especially for my fren..dedicated to him...***)

well..if u had an accident juz after few days or weeks after u get ur license...i think...its ok..its a part of the learning lar...if u didnt even met an accident before..it means ur learning is not completed yet...i ownself had accidents before..but this does not causes me to scared n prohibit myself from driving..i think..after an accident..u will be much more aware on what not to do when the next time u drive...

SPM RESULTS COMING OUT...
for all the school leavers last year....the spm results will be out on this wednesday..kinda nervous here though....dunnoe wat result i will get...on dat day too..i will not be in college..im goin out...wahahahahaha

p/s: is anyone have the secret recipe or traditional methods to kill headache...i need to kill it before it kills me off...i had few terrible headaches for the past couple of weeks...

buzzing off.....

~ck~

aNNouNcEmEnT...

2008-03-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

guys...i will be MISSING IN ACTION (mia) for few days...if u all wanna find me..dun leave msg in the msn..coz my connection was not stable..it will sign in by itself..so...ur msg will be deleted...if got anything..msg my phone..plz....sorry for the incovenience..chaoz...

~ck~

tO sOme1 vErY sPeciAl...

2008-03-08T02:57:00.002+08:00

hmm..this post dedicated to someone that i treasured most in my life....really...u r a part of my life...without u..im soulless...lifeless...losing all my directions...

hmm..when u tell me dat time u got the report already, i knew it is something that is not a good news..but....with all my strengths...i changed myself to be happy...and to stay strong..believe me...i wont leave u alone...

i really hope this wont be the one that crack our relationship...i dont hope it will end this fast..i told u before..it will be a long journey together..it would not end so fast...so easy...we had been so happy together..even the god also wont separate us...the main reason that he will separate us in mayb coz im not the one that suits u the most...but...truly....I LOVE YOU....

i wont leave u alone in this journey...i will support u throughout the process...i would not want u to endure the pain alone...u had been a part of my life...i wont want to lose u...not even once...think positively...be strong...everything can be cured....dont worry..there will always be a better tomorrow......

cheers...
~ck~

kinda down n moody.....

MARLBORO

2008-03-06T23:50:00.004+08:00

well..i knew this word since i was in the secondary school..its not just a cigarette's brand or the sponsor for any racing events or teams..it does have much more meanings inside that some of us, GUYS..practice it in our daily life...its more popular than SMART or SWOT analysis..that we didnt really realize that this does really existed...MARLBORO....

M : men
A :always
R : remember
L : love
B : because
O : of
R : romance
O : only

hmm..is it real??does some mens really practices this?well...frankly..i do...last time...

~EmO~

hmm..quite of moody nowadays..received the full report of my medical check up...haha...still..i need to be a happy go lucky guy...i could not let others to worry about me...sure i do...i could not let my pain to stop me from doing what i like...i would not let it take away what i have...

today been to times square to watch 10,000 bc..the movie was like ma ma dei lar...before the beginning of the movie..i became too silent...i think too much of things...i really stunned when i saw the msg appeared on my phone...some msg that really shock me out...is it leukemia realli cant be cured??

i couldnt figure out..why sometimes the things that we want it the most could not be own by us...
well...that's what i like about it..the challenges..i will fight for what i want the most...but currently..i felt helpless..soulless..feeling like damn alone deep in my heart..evelyn..sorry for that msn message...and sorry for not telling u everything...i need to be alone....if u found someone better..tell me lerh......

today i also chat with mary ann...well...she looks very friendly...well..thats all for this post...too tired to write longer..anyway...HAPPY ELECTION DAY...

~emolicious guy~

cheers...
~ck~

tHe fEeLiNg oF lOsT..tHen ReGaIn...

2008-03-02T23:50:00.003+08:00

there is a lot of things..that i lost in the past..then i regain back..then i lost again...i hate those feeling whereby i lost the things i precious the most...love....love...love...past memories hunts me down..bring me up to the highest point..and then kick me down back to earth like a piece of mud...
those feeling really sometimes make me damn moody...but now..i found something that can replace the old memories..love...i love someone deeply..i have my own reasons why i don't expose it too all of you...especially my college mates..cause i don't wanna leave a bad impression on u guys..well...i had a bad history..and i admit it...

besides love...i fallen back to the trap of snooker..i become addicted to it..although compared to last time..i wast so addicted to it now...few years before this..i was the pupil of mr.sam chong...well for u guys who do not know him..its ok...he is now coaching the national team of snooker and billiards...he is the one who brought out my inner spirits..well..im on the top of the world that time..me n my friend..bernard was just around 15 that year when we already can beat down many people..between both of us...we can beat each other..we both understand and know each other damn well...that is why we both become tag teams..but as soon after a defeat from a unknown guy..i broke down..agony has overcome myself...i even broke the cue...i was a very bad tempered guy....

kah mun..what u said about me was right..i was very bad tempered..i wont care about what others think...what others feel..but now things has changed...i also changed..i grow up...i can control my temper well now...n for poh ting..thanks for so supporting me...i do really need your support...although i do not speak to you both often..u both had been part of my life...

hmm..been busy with college life lately...someone's birthday is coming..gonna plan how to celebrate with her...haha...well..gonna sleep soon...

ps..:i had been sleep from yesterday 3 am till today 8.45 pm..wahahah..now i gonna sleep again..till tml morning 9.20am...

cheers...and good luck to all the couples...
~ck~

is there barriers between love?

2008-03-02T03:14:00.002+08:00

well..i gonna tell a story today...hope u guys enjoy it...introduce the main characters to u all first...

(no offense)

MR. Char Siew Bao
MS. Loh Mai Kai
MS. Tan Tart

basically...the story begins like this...char siew bao was coupling with tan tart...but there is some problem happen between them...and they were like having cold wars...two of them are to ego to make the first move..too selfish..do not dare to show that they bow down to their partner...haiz...well..the cold war lasted for a period of time..while both of them are having their cold wars...char siew bao's ex-gf come back to find him...which is loh mai kai...wow..things are gonna be more and more complicated...

as soon as loh mai kai come back and find char siew bao...both of them are getting closer...they went out together...and they look like couples..they was like recalling back the memories of the past..where they both were still together...

but..char siew bao realize that he love tan tart more than loh mai kai...he knew that after he started a new relationship..he must be 100% committed to it...he must not do something that will betray his gf...finally..he rejected loh mai kai...

aren't u all had been trouble by this before..well..i did...maybe sometimes there is some memories came back to my mind...remembering how bad i treat someone that very love me before...because of my egoistic...many people are suffering...i realized it..i do...but things had changed now...SERIOUS....im not the old chan chee keong that you all knew me few years before...many people said my thinking has changed..maybe...i realize..its time to be matured...it it...

i knew that there is many things that has block certain beautiful relationship to happen...it is too much for me to list it down...i could not comment on it..coz my ownself has committed several of it...today..someone said that i have many love affairs...too much...playboy?? maybe...maybe i cant stay long in a relationship..the longest also is 1 year....(not complete)...the shortest even few hours..or 1 2 days...haiz...girls..u all should realize..u all could not demand too much from a guy...a guy might treat u like queen when they are chasing u..but its not guaranteed that they will also treat u like queen for the whole relationship with him...guys are like....rubber bands...the more u stretch it..it will snap...POP!!!!!

well..just to share out with all of you..my experience...a guy will change 360 degree if they wanted something different...something new..for me..i will get bored to the same thing or the same action for a certain period of time...thats the main factor that makes me look like a PLAYER...well...i hate myself..i hate players...i hope all of you don't follow my footsteps...but i promised all my brothers..mui mui..jie jie...to be more serious in a relationship..in fact..i do...really....

to all the couples out there...believe in your partner...trust is the most important thing between both of you..without trust..many minor things will change to big things...and it might also causes break ups...i definitely do not wanna see something like that....PLEASE!!do not trust what other ridiculous people say de thing..i nearly fall in one of those traps....

leave comments for me..am i a player??playboy....

honestly..tell me...

cheers...
~ck~

wEeKeNDs...(love is in the air)

2008-03-01T04:14:00.002+08:00

well...i just came home from my friend's birthday party...apparently, my leg sore like hell...n tomorrow i got my taekwondo lesson..omg...eventually, he called a lut-lut car and we need to stand and eat it...most of the people there ate very less so me n few of my friends need to sapu all the remaining...

at my friend's house..i saw someone that i had never seen for a long time...truly..i really miss all of you...i really wanted to talk to you but i really scared there will be a misunderstanding...but at last...i came home...take bath..then go play snooker again...i improved my skills a lot...3-0...wahahaha...honestly..when i play pool or snooker..it depends on my mood...my accuracy and skills also will vary time to time..well well well..most probably i havent trained myself to the professional level..haiz....

today was a quite special day..it happens 4 years once...well..today also i realize...how to love someone..how to be love...well..i guess i might leave the question to all of you..do reply it...

cheers...
~ck~